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2009-03-27T19:17:42Z

��MP3�ASSORTED DBSK MP3 (UPDATED 4/6/2009)

DBSK & BOA � ONE SWEET DAY

DBSK & SUPER JUNIOR � I�M YOUR MAN

DBSK & SUPER JUNIOR � SHOW ME YOUR LOVE

DBSK & SUPER JUNIOR � I�M YOUR MAN

DBSK & TRAX � FREE YOUR MIND

DBSK � A THOUSAND YEARS LOVE SONG

DBSK � A WHOLE NEW WORLD (FULL)

DBSK � ALL IN VAIN

DBSK � ASHITA WA KURU KARA (ACAPPELLA)

DBSK � BE MY GIRL (LIVE)

DBSK � BE MY GIRL

DBSK � BEAUTIFUL THING (INSTRUMENTAL)

DBSK � BECAUSE I�M YOURS

DBSK � BEGIN (ACAPPELLA)

DBSK � BELIEVE (ACOUSTIC LIVE)

DBSK � BOKURA ONGAKU (LION HEART) (LIVE)

DBSK � CHILD

DBSK � CHOOSEY LOVER

DBSK � DILEMMA

DBSK � DRIVE

DBSK � FIGHTING SPIRIT OF DONG BANG

DBSK � FOREVER LOVE

DBSK � GET ME SOME

DBSK � GOSENSHI

DBSK � GRAVITY

DBSK � HARUDAL

DBSK � HEURIN KIEOKSOGEUI KEUDAE

DBSK � HI YA YA

DBSK � HIGH TIME

DBSK � HOLDING BACK THE TEARS

DBSK � HOT MAIL

DBSK � I WANNA HOLD YOU

DBSK � I WISH

DBSK � IN THE STILL OF THE NIGHT

DBSK � INSA (DBSK VERSION)

DBSK � INSA (HERO VERSION)

DBSK � IYAH (REMIX)

DBSK � KO MAYO

DBSK � KOTOBA NI DEKINAI

DBSK � KOTOBA WA IRANAI

DBSK � LIKE NOW (PIANO VERSION)

DBSK � LOOK AT THE SUNSET (LIVE)

DBSK � LOVE IN THE ICE

DBSK � LOVIN� YOU

DBSK � MISS YOU (LIVE)

DBSK � MY DESTINY (ACAPPELLA)

DBSK � O JUNG BAN HAB

DBSK � OASIS

DBSK � ON BENDED KNEE (ACAPPELLA)

DBSK � PHANTOM

DBSK � PRAYER

DBSK � PROMISE (YAKUSOKU)

DBSK � PURPLE LINE (INSTRUMENTAL)

DBSK � RIDE ON

DBSK � RISING SUN (JAPANESE VERSION)

DBSK � SHINE

DBSK � SKY (LIVE)

DBSK � SONG FOR YOU

DBSK � STEP BY STEP

DBSK � SUMMER DREAM

DBSK � SUN SHOWER

DBSK � SWEETSHOT

DBSK � THROUGH THE FOREST

DBSK � TRY MY LOVE

DBSK � WE ARE

DBSK � WHATEVER THEY SAY (ACAPPELLA)

DBSK � WHEN WE�LL BE TOGETHER

DBSK � WHISPER OF

DBSK � WHITE SUMMER CHRISTMAS

DBSK � WHY DID I FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU (ACAPPELLA)

DBSK � WHY DID I FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU

DBSK � WITH ME

DBSK � WOULD YOU BE MY GIRLFRIEND

DBSK � YEO HAENG GI

DBSK � YEOBI (FOX RAIN)

DBSK � ZION

DBSK, BOA & TRAX � TRI-ANGLE

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JAEJOONG & CSJH � JUST FOR ONE DAY

JAEJOONG � CRYING

JAEJOONG � FOOTSTEP

JAEJOONG � INCOMPLETE

JAEJOONG � INSA

JAEJOONG � MAZE

JAEJOONG � SUHSHI

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MAX � JUST ONCE

MAX � SARANGHEH (I LOVE YOU)

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MICKY & MAX � I KNEW I LOVED YOU

MICKY � ALWAYS THERE (PIANO VERSION)

MICKY � ONE LAST CRY

MICKY � MY GIRLFRIEND (LIVE)

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XIAH & JANG RI IN � TIMELESS (KOREAN VERSION)

XIAH � BEAUTIFUL THING

XIAH � GIVE UP

XIAH � MY EVERYTHING (LIVE)

XIAH � RAINY NIGHT (LIVE)

XIAH, CHANGMIN & OTHER SM ARTISTS � A SHELL NECKLACE

�ASSORTED DRAMA MOVIE ANIME OST MP3 (UPDATED 4/6/2009)

2 OUTS IN THE 9^TH INNING OST � BECAUSE OF YOU

2 OUTS IN THE 9^TH INNING OST � FLY AGAIN (BYUL)

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200 POUNDS BEAUTY OST � BYUL (KIM AH JOONG)

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BAD FAMILY OST THEME

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BOF OST ALGOINNAYO � SOMEDAY (03)

BOF OST BLUE FLOWER (INST.) (11)

BOF OST BYEOLBINNOONMOOL � KIM YOO KYUNG (06)

BOF OST DANCE WITH ME (INST.) (10)

BOF OST I KNOW (SAXOPHONE INST.) � LEE JUNG SIK (09)

BOF OST JOGEUMEUN (INSERT THEME) � SEO JIN YOUNG (07)

BOF OST LUCKY � ASHILY (05)

BOF OST NAE MEORIGA NABBASEO � SS501 (02)

BOF OST ONE MORE TIME � TREE BICYCLE (08)

BOF OST PARADISE (MAIN THEME) � T-MAX (01)

BOF OST PARADISE (INTRO) � T-MAX (13)

BOF OST SO SAD (INST.) (12)

BOF OST STAND BY ME � SHINEE (04)

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CARD CAPTOR SAKURA OST � GROOVY SAKURA ENDING THEME

CARD CAPTOR SAKURA OST � OPENING THEME

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CLOUD STAIRCASE OST THEME (SAXOPHONE VERSION)

CLOUD STAIRCASE OST THEME

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FULL HOUSE OST THEME (BYUL)

FULL HOUSE OST THEME (GEU DEH JI GEUM)

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GET KARL OH SOO JUNG � MARRY ME

GET KARL OH SOO JUNG OST THEME

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GOONG 2 OST � 04

GOONG 2 OST � 05

GOONG 2 OST � 07

GOONG 2 OST � 10

GOONG OST � AENG MOO SAE (PARROT) (HOWL)

GOONG OST � ALWAYS

GOONG OST � DOO GA JI MAL (JUNG JAE WOOK & THE ONE)

GOONG OST � GIVE ME A LITTLE TRY

GOONG OST � I ONLY LOVE YOU (SIM TAE YOON)

GOONG OST � PERHAPS LOVE

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HANA KIMI OST (TAIW VER) � SHA SHA DE YOUNG QI (FAHRENHEIT)

HANA KIMI OST (TAIW VER) � SO IN LOVE WITH YOU (FAHRENHEIT)

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HANA YORI DANGO OST � CLOUDY NOON

HANA YORI DANGO OST � FLAVOR OF LIFE (UTADA HIKARU)

HANA YORI DANGO OST � PLANETARIUM (OTSUKA AI)

HANA YORI DANGO OST � TSUKUSHI

HANA YORI DANGO OST MAIN THEME

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HANAZAKARI NO KIMITACHI E OST THEME � PEACH (OTSUKA AI)

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HELLO MY LADY OST � SHE (BRIAN JOO)

HELLO MY LADY OST THEME

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I�M SORRY I LOVE YOU OST � SNOWFLOWER (PARK HYO SHIN)

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IT STARTED WITH A KISS OST � CAN OR CAN�T (JASON & LANDY)

IT STARTED WITH A KISS OST � COME A LITTLE CLOSER (LARA)

IT STARTED WITH A KISS OST � MEET

IT STARTED WITH A KISS OST � REGRET

IT STARTED WITH A KISS OST � SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME

IT STARTED WITH A KISS OST � SKY

IT STARTED WITH A KISS OST � THE WHOLE WORLD KNOWS

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MARS OST � RANG WO AI NI (LET ME LOVE YOU) (VIC ZHOU & BARBIE XU)

MARS OST � RANG WO AI NI (VIET VERSION)

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METEOR GARDEN OST (OPENING) � F4 & HARLEM YU

METEOR GARDEN OST (PIANO INSTRUMENTAL)

METEOR GARDEN OST � NI YAO TE AI (F4)

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MY GIRL OST � NEVER SAY GOODBYE (MARIO & NESTY)

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MY SASSY GIRL OST � I BELIEVE (PIANO VERSION)

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ROMANTIC PRINCESS OST � XIN WO (FAHRENHEIT & S.H.E)

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SANGDOO LET�S GO TO SCHOOL THEME

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SILENCE OST (ENDING) � SHOU XI DE WEN ROU (VIC ZHOU)

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SNOW QUEEN OST THEME

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SOULMATE OST THEME

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TIME BETWEEN DOG & WOLF OST THEME

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TOKYO JULIET OST � FEI NI MO SHU (ARIEL LIN)

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TOMORROW THEME OST � SHUO ZAI JIAN (RAINIE YANG)

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TREE OF HEAVEN THEME

�ASSORTED ENGLISH MP3 (UPDATED 4/22/2009)

1^ST LADY � NEVER BE REPLACED

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98 DEGREES & JESSICA SIMPSON � WHERE YOU ARE

98 DEGREES & STEVIE WONDER � TRUE TO YOUR HEART

98 DEGREES � GIVE ME JUST ONE NIGHT (UNA NOCHE)

98 DEGREES � GUILTY

98 DEGREES � HEAVEN�S MISSING AN ANGEL

98 DEGREES � I DO (CHERISH YOU)

98 DEGREES � IF SHE ONLY KNEW

98 DEGREES � INVISIBLE MAN

98 DEGREES � THE HARDEST THING

98 DEGREES � THIS I PROMISE YOU

98 DEGREES � WHY ARE WE STILL FRIENDS

98 DEGREES � YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING

98 DEGREES � YOU�RE MY SUNSHINE AFTER THE RAIN

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AARON CARTER � DO YOU REMEMBER

AARON CARTER � I�M ALL ABOUT YOU

AARON CARTER � I�M GONNA MISS YOU FOREVER

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ALL-4-ONE � BEAUTIFUL AS YOU

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ANGELA BOFILL & DAVE VALENTINE � WE�LL MAKE LOVE

ANGELA BOFILL & PEABO BRYSON

ANGELA BOFILL & PATTI AUSTIN � LOVE ME AGAIN

ANGELA BOFILL � I DO LOVE YOU

ANGELA BOFILL � TONIGHT I GIVE IN

ANGELA BOFILL � YOU SHOULD KNOW BY NOW

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B BOY TRUTH � IRREPLACEABLE (MALE VERSION)

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BACKSTREET BOYS � ALL I HAVE TO GIVE

BACKSTREET BOYS � EVERYBODY (BACKSTREET�S BACK)

BACKSTREET BOYS � HARD TO SAY I�M SORRY

BACKSTREET BOYS � HELPLESS WHEN SHE SMILES

BACKSTREET BOYS � I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW

BACKSTREET BOYS � I WANT IT THAT WAY

BACKSTREET BOYS � I WILL LOVE YOU MORE THAN THAT

BACKSTREET BOYS � I�LL BE THE ONE

BACKSTREET BOYS � I�LL NEVER BREAK YOUR HEART

BACKSTREET BOYS � INCOMPLETE

BACKSTREET BOYS � IT�S GOTTA BE YOU

BACKSTREET BOYS � LARGER THAN LIFE

BACKSTREET BOYS � LAST CHRISTMAS

BACKSTREET BOYS � MISSING YOU

BACKSTREET BOYS � MORE THAN THAT

BACKSTREET BOYS � NEVER GONE

BACKSTREET BOYS � QUIT PLAYING GAMES WITH MY HEART

BACKSTREET BOYS � SHAPE OF MY HEART

BACKSTREET BOYS � SHOW ME THE MEANING OF BEING LONELY

BACKSTREET BOYS � SPANISH EYES

BACKSTREET BOYS � TELL ME WHY

BACKSTREET BOYS � THE CALL

BACKSTREET BOYS � WHAT MAKES YOU DIFFERENT

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BEYONCE � IRREPLACEABLE

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BLUE � ALL RISE

BLUE � BREATHE EASY

BLUE � YOU MAKE ME WANNA

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BOYS 2 MEN � END OF THE ROAD

BOYS 2 MEN � FOUR SEASONS

BOYS 2 MEN � HARD TO SAY I�M SORRY

BOYS 2 MEN � I�LL MAKE LOVE TO YOU

BOYS 2 MEN � I SWEAR

BOYS 2 MEN � ON BENDED KNEE

BOYS 2 MEN � WHEN THE WATER RUNS DRY

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BREATHE � HANDS TO HEAVEN

BREATHE � HOW CAN I FALL

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BRIAN MCKNIGHT � 6, 8, 12

BRIAN MCKNIGHT � ANYTIME

BRIAN MCKNIGHT � BACK AT ONE

BRIAN MCKNIGHT � CRAZY LOVE

BRIAN MCKNIGHT � DON�T TAKE YOUR LOVE AWAY

BRIAN MCKNIGHT � EVERYTIME YOU GO AWAY

BRIAN MCKNIGHT � MORE AND MORE

BRIAN MCKNIGHT � ONE LAST CRY

BRIAN MCKNIGHT � SHOULDA WOULDA COULDA

BRIAN MCKNIGHT � STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU

BRIAN MCKNIGHT � YOU�RE THE ONLY ONE FOR ME

BRIAN MCKNIGHT, JOE, CARL THOMAS, TYRESE & TANK � GOOD ENOUGH

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CHRISTOPHER CROSS � ARTHUR�S THEME

CHRISTOPHER CROSS � IT MIGHT BE YOU

CHRISTOPHER CROSS � SAILING

CHRISTOPHER CROSS � SWEPT AWAY

CHRISTOPHER CROSS � THINK OF LAURA

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DAVID GATES & BREAD � GOODBYE GIRL

DAVID GATES & BREAD � I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING

DAVID POMERANZ � GOT TO BELIEVE IN MAGIC

DAVID POMERANZ � KING AND QUEEN OF HEARTS

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DREAM � I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY

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ERIKA SNOW � IF YOU�RE NOT THE ONE

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FAITH EVANS � IF I HAD ONE WISH

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JAGGED EDGE � GOODBYE

JAGGED EDGE � HE CAN�T LOVE YOU

JAGGED EDGE � I GOTTA BE

JAGGED EDGE � PROMISE

JAGGED EDGE � TRUE MAN

JAGGED EDGE � WAY TO SAY I LOVE YOU

JAGGED EDGE & XSCAPE � MY LITTLE SECRET

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KEYSHA COLE � I REMEMBER

KEYSHA COLE � WHERE ARE YOU

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KUMBIA KINGS � SAY IT ONCE, SAY IT TWICE

KUMBIA KINGS � YOU DON�T LOVE ME

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MARIAH CAREY & 98 DEGREES � THANK GOD I FOUND YOU

MARIAH CAREY & BONE THUGS � BREAKDOWN (MO THUG REMIX)

MARIAH CAREY & BOYS 2 MEN � ONE SWEET DAY

MARIAH CAREY & JAY Z � HEARTBREAKER

MARIAH CAREY & JERMAINE DUPRI � GET YOUR NUMBER

MARIAH CAREY & JERMAINE DUPRI � IT�S LIKE THAT

MARIAH CAREY & TWISTA � ONE AND ONLY

MARIAH CAREY & USHER � ME AND MY BOYFRIEND

MARIAH CAREY & WHITNEY HOUSTON � WHEN YOU BELIEVE

MARIAH CAREY � I�D GIVE MY ALL

MARIAH CAREY � ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU

MARIAH CAREY � BUTTERFLY

MARIAH CAREY � DON�T FORGET ABOUT US

MARIAH CAREY � NEVER TOO FAR AWAY

MARIAH CAREY � REFLECTIONS (GLITTER SOUNDTRACK)

MARIAH CAREY � WHAT WOULD YOU DO

MARIAH CAREY, BONE THUGS & JUELZ SANTANA � DON�T FORGET US (REMIX)

MARIAH CAREY, MICHAEL JACKSON & FRIENDS � WHAT MORE CAN I GIVE

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MARIO � HOW DO I BREATHE

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MARKIE J � DON�T WANNA TRY

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MELISSA MANCHESTER � LOOKING THROUGH THE EYES OF LOVE

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NICK CARTER � I NEED YOU TONIGHT

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NICK LACHEY � THIS I SWEAR

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NKOTB � IF YOU GO AWAY

NKOTB � PLEASE DON�T GO GIRL

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O TOWN � ALL OR NOTHING AT ALL

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ORIGINAL SOUNDTRACK - LOVELY

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PHYLLIS HYMAN � OLD FRIEND

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PLUS ONE � HERE IN MY HEART

PLUS ONE � WRITTEN ON MY HEART

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RUFF ENDZ � IF I WAS THE ONE

RUFF ENDZ � SAYING I LOVE YOU

RUFF ENDZ � SOMEONE TO LOVE YOU

RUFF ENDZ � WILL YOU BE MINE

RUFF ENDZ � YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME

RUFF ENDZ � YOU

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USHER � YOU GOT IT BAD

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VINCERE � IT MIGHT BE YOU

�ASSORTED FILIPINO MP3 (UPDATED 4/22/2009)

AIZA SEGUERRA � PERSISTENT RAIN

AIZA SEGUERRA � TAKE ME I�LL FOLLOW

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JANNO GIBBS & FREESTYLE � PAANO

JANNO GIBBS & JENNILYN MERCADO � HOW DO I LIVE

JANNO GIBBS & JENNILYN MERCADO � IF I�M NOT IN LOVE WITH YOU

JANNO GIBBS & JENNILYN MERCADO � MOMENTS OF LOVE

JANNO GIBBS & KYLA � LET THE LOVE BEGIN

JANNO GIBBS & LANI MISALUCHA � THROUGH THE FIRE

JANNO GIBBS & POPS FERNANDEZ � I SAY A LITTLE PRAYER

JANNO GIBBS � ALMOST OVER YOU

JANNO GIBBS � FALLEN

JANNO GIBBS � HEART OF MINE

JANNO GIBBS � IKAW LANG AT AKO

JANNO GIBBS � IPAGPATAWAD MO

JANNO GIBBS � KUNG TAYO�Y MAGKAKALAYO

JANNO GIBBS � LUPIN THEME

JANNO GIBBS � PINAKAMAGANDANG LALAKI

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JASMINE & SWAY � I�D RATHER

JASMINE TRIAS � I�D RATHER

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KYLA � BEAUTIFUL DAYS

KYLA � I DON�T WANT YOU TO GO

KYLA � I WISH YOU LOVE

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MYMP � ANGEL OF MINE

MYMP � BABY NOW THAT I FOUND YOU

MYMP � BEAUTY AND MADNESS

MYMP � CONSTANTLY

MYMP � CRAZY FOR YOU

MYMP � EMOTION

MYMP � ESPECIALLY FOR YOU

MYMP � ETERNAL FLAME

MYMP � ONLY REMINDS ME OF YOU

MYMP � I�LL NEVER GET OVER YOU GETTING OVER ME

MYMP � ONLY REMINDS ME OF YOU

MYMP � SA KANYA

MYMP � SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME

MYMP � SWAY

MYMP � TELL ME WHERE IT HURTS

MYMP � THINK OF LAURA

MYMP � �TIL THEY TAKE MY HEART AWAY (LIVE)

MYMP � WAITING IN VAIN

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NINA � CONSTANTLY

NINA � FOOLISH HEART

NINA � I LOVE YOU GOODBYE

NINA � I WILL ALWAYS STAY THIS WAY IN LOVE WITH YOU

NINA � JEALOUS

NINA � KUNG IBIBIGAY SA�YO

NINA � LOVE MOVES IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS (LIVE)

NINA � LOVING YOU

NINA � SOMEDAY

NINA � THROUGH THE FIRE

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RANNIE RAYMUNDO � WHY CAN�T IT BE

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REGINE VELASQUEZ � FOREVERMORE

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SOUTHBORDER � KAHIT KAILAN

SOUTHBORDER � WHEREVER YOU ARE

��ASSORTED JAPANESE SONGS (UPDATED 4/6/2009)

ARASHI � A DAY IN OUR LIFE

ARASHI � DI-LI-LI

ARASHI � FLOGAO

ARASHI � FLY TO THE MOON

ARASHI � HERO

ARASHI � MECHANICAL EYES

ARASHI � SAKURA SAKE

ARASHI � SUNRISE NIPPON

ARASHI � WE CAN MAKE IT

ARASHI � WISH

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AYUMI HAMASAKI � BUTTERFLY (JAPANESE TECHNO-DDR)

AYUMI HAMASAKI � DEPEND ON YOU

AYUMI HAMASAKI � ENDLESS SORROW

AYUMI HAMASAKI � EVOLUTION

AYUMI HAMASAKI � GREATFUL DAYS

AYUMI HAMASAKI � HANABI

AYUMI HAMASAKI � HEAVEN

AYUMI HAMASAKI � JEWEL (RADIO RIP)

AYUMI HAMASAKI � LADIES NIGHT

AYUMI HAMASAKI � MEMORIAL ADDRESS

AYUMI HAMASAKI � MOMENTS

AYUMI HAMASAKI � NO WAY TO SAY

AYUMI HAMASAKI � POWDER SNOW

AYUMI HAMASAKI � SEASONS

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KAT-TUN � ONE DROP

KAT-TUN � REAL FACE

KAT-TUN � WHITE CHRISTMAS

KAT-TUN � YOU

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MATSUMOTO JUN (ARASHI) � LA FAMILIA

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MIKA NAKASHIMA � AISHITERU

MIKA NAKASHIMA � SAKURAI MAUKORO

MIKA NAKASHIMA � YUKI NO HANA (GUITAR VERSION)

MIKA NAKASHIMA � YUKI NO HANA (SILENT VERSION)

MIKA NAKASHIMA � YUKI NO HANA

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SMAP � BOKURA ONGAKU (LION HEART)

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THE GOSPELLERS � HITORI

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UTADA HIKARU � ADDICTED TO YOU

UTADA HIKARU � AUTOMATIC

UTADA HIKARU � CLOSE TO YOU (ENGLISH)

UTADA HIKARU � FINAL DISTANCE

UTADA HIKARU � FIRST LOVE (ENGLISH VERSION WITH JESSA ZARAGOZA)

UTADA HIKARU � FIRST LOVE (PIANO INSTRUMENTAL) (FINAL FANTASY)

UTADA HIKARU � FIRST LOVE

UTADA HIKARU � FLAVOR OF LIFE (BALLAD VERSION)

UTADA HIKARU � HEAR ME CRY (FINAL FANTASY X)

UTADA HIKARU � HIKARI (INSTRUMENTAL)

UTADA HIKARU � I LOVE YOU (KINGDOM HEARTS)

UTADA HIKARU � ITOSHINO ELLI

UTADA HIKARU � PROMISE

UTADA HIKARU � SAKURA DROPS

UTADA HIKARU � SANCTUARY (KINGDOM HEARTS 2 THEME ENGLISH VER)

UTADA HIKARU � SIMPLE AND CLEAN (DDR MIX)

UTADA HIKARU � SIMPLE AND CLEAN (ENGLISH VERSION)

UTADA HIKARU � SUTEKI DA NE

UTADA HIKARU � WHY (INUYASHA)

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YUNA ITO � FAITH

YUNA ITO � ENDLESS STORY (INSTRUMENTAL)

YUNA ITO � ENDLESS STORY (NEW VERSION)

YUNA ITO � ENDLESS STORY

YUNA ITO � GLAMOROUS SKY

YUNA ITO � JOURNEY INSTRUMENTAL

YUNA ITO � JOURNEY

YUNA ITO � LOSIN�

YUNA ITO � PRECIOUS

YUNA ITO � STUCK ON YOU

YUNA ITO � TAKE ME AWAY

�ASSORTED KOREAN MP3 (UPDATED 3/20/2009)

BYUL & RAIN � HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU

BYUL � AHN BU

BYUL � CUPID

BYUL � DECEMBER 32^ND

BYUL � EE JEHN NEH GAE

BYUL � I THINK I LOVE YOU

BYUL � SWEET DREAM

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CSJH � MY EVERYTHING

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GROUP S � I SWEAR

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KANGTA � MEMORIES

KANGTA � PLEASE TELL ME WHY

KANGTA � POLARIS

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LEE JUN KI � FOOLISH LOVE

LEE JUN KI � ONLY ONE WORD

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LEE SOO YOUNG & HYORI LEE � THE BOY IS MINE

LEE SOO YOUNG � A MOMENT

LEE SOO YOUNG � BIMIL

LEE SOO YOUNG � BITING MY LIPS

LEE SOO YOUNG � EE BYUL HOO AI EE BYUL

LEE SOO YOUNG � GOOD BYE

LEE SOO YOUNG � GU RI GO SARANG HAE

LEE SOO YOUNG � I BELIEVE

LEE SOO YOU

Cupid's Lost Love

2009-02-08T03:29:45Z

�Thank you, Ae-Rin. I�m so happy now that it worked well
with me and Jae Ha. So I guess� This is goodbye, right?�

Well, that was Yoora, one of my clients. She�s now happily
united with her true love, and it was time for me to go. This is the cycle I
had to go through everyday, every month, and every year after I got this job.
And I must say, being a cupid is no playing matter. It is a real job.

Another client left happy, and here I am, walking again to
a destination I do not know. I always had instincts to find the people who
needed my help. But today, there was none. After walking for a very long
distance, I rested my sore feet on a table in an outdoor caf�. I sat quietly
and watched the people that passed in front of the caf� with no particular
interest. Watching them passing me one by one, each either with friends,
family, or even lover, I could not help myself from feeling lonely. It had been
a while since my resurrection as a cupid. Since then, I had helped many clients
to find true love, the love that I ended up dying for, the love that I never
truly had.

Nobody here could see me, unless I was the one who
approached them first. That literally added to the loneliness that I felt
everyday, almost for every second of my second life� But, I wasn�t the one to
complain as my boss; Mr. Han was the best boss one could ever have� He was the
one who gave me the opportunity to see this world again even if not to live it.
He also gave me the chance to meet my love again even if not to love him�

What was I thinking? I need to concentrate and find my
next client. I closed my eyes and focused all my senses. Nothing. I opened them
back and was shocked to see a very familiar face in front of me. A face that I
had missed dearly, the face of my first and true love.

�What are you doing?� Asked the good looking young man
with a rather puzzled face. I gasped. I turned my head to check if he was
talking to a person behind me, but there was no one else there. How could he� I
should have been invisible to him� Or at least, that was what Mr. Han stated in
my �Cupid Contract�. I looked back at him and asked in return, �You can see
me?�

�Of course I can see you. Who could miss seeing you in
such a bright coloured dress?� He replied.

I looked at my yellow-coloured dress. Sure it was bright,
but I like this dress. It�s my favourite.

�Oh, I�m sorry if my dress�s too bright for you. I�ll go
and change it right away.� It was just an excuse. The real reason? I could not look
into his eyes anymore without remembering the past. And my past hurt me the
most. The capability of him seeing me was just out of this world too. I need to
discuss this with Mr. Han.

Before I could walk away, he quickly grabbed me by the arm
and apologized, �No, no� It�s not about the dress� I�m sorry if I offended you
with that previous statement. Please, don�t go.�

I looked at him. How I wished this meeting would have
happened before I died� I took a seat in front of him and waited for him to
start.

�Hi, I�m Max. I�m sorry for startling you just now, but
your behavior had caught my attention. I found it very inappropriate for a
young lady like you to be sitting with both legs on the table, and in public
too��

Wow. He was just as straightforward as I had remembered
him. I thought for a while before answering, �I�m sorry. I was just resting my
feet� They got sore from the long walk I took��

�Still, that doesn�t give you the green light to act like
that. Be more like a lady.� His eyes looked very determined to make me
understand and admit that what I did was wrong. My, he sure is something�

�Okay, I apologize for acting less like a lady. It will
never happen again, I promise.� His eyes softened as I recognized my mistake.

�What is your name?�

I was stunned by that question. Looking back, I had just
realized that he never knew my name� Well, that�s what you get from unrequited
love�

�Ae-Rin��

�Well, Ae-Rin, Nice to meet you.� For the first time, I
touched his large muscular hands. The handshake was brief, yet the feeling that
came with the touch stayed with me for a longer time, it even lasted until our
meeting the next day�

***

�Hi there, Ae-Rin. It�s nice to see you again.� Max
greeted me with a huge grin and those uneven eyes. Surprisingly, my feet
dragged me to this caf� again after I left it for a meeting with Mr. Han. The
meeting wasn�t as successful as I had hoped. Even he, the founder of the
company, couldn�t explain why Max was the only one who could see me without me
approaching him first�

�It�s nice to see you too��

�So, is this your favourite place to hang out?� Max
wondered.

I looked around. �Nope. It is just a place where my feet
dragged me to. How about you?�

�Well, what do you know? My feet dragged me here too. I
had no control over them this morning. Haha� Maybe we�re both destined to meet
here� by our feet.� He laughed at his joke, and I joined him with a light
chuckle.

�You�re wearing blue today.�

�Yes, this is also one of my favourite colours, apart from
yellow.�

�Hm� Yellow of the sun and blue of the sea� Do you like
the beach, Ae-Rin?�

The beach? Why did he suddenly ask me that question? �Yes,
the beach is my favourite place to visit, especially to watch the sunrise and
the sunset.�

Max looked like he was thinking of something, and then he
suggested, �Let�s go to the beach together! Come on, it will be fun! I hear
there�s some carnival going on at the beach too. You do like carnivals, don�t
you?�

I was surprised by his invitation. Me and him, going to
the beach, having fun at the carnival� together? Please correct me if I�m
wrong, but didn�t it sound like� a date? Could this be the date that I never
had? No, I�m exaggerating things� This was just an outing, a friendly outing�

�Yes, that would be great. But how do you plan for us to
get there?�

�The bus, silly.� He answered and quickly got to his feet.

�But� but, I don�t have� any money�� Well, that�s the
truth. My job doesn�t pay me money, but it pays in giving me a happy afterlife
in heaven. Well, before that, I had to help at least a thousand clients before
enjoying myself in heaven. And now, the numbers had only reached one hundred
something� Still a long way to go� I sighed softly.

�Don�t worry about that. Just have fun with me, that�s
all.� He said while urging me to stand up and follow him to the bus stop.
Obediently, I followed him and waited for our bus to arrive.

It took us almost an hour to reach our destination as we
took the seats at the back of the bus. I felt very tired from lack of sleep as
I had stayed up all night trying to figure out why the person that was seating
beside me was able to see me. I dozed off a few times and eventually fell
asleep right after the bus took its fifth turning. While I was asleep, I
dreamt. I dreamt that someone caressed my face lovingly and pulled the
misplaced hair back into its place slowly. I dreamt that someone was kissing my
forehead, and it went down, down� But before those tender lips could be in
touch with mine, the bus hit the brakes and I was forced to end that wonderful
dream. As I opened my heavy eyes, I saw Max turning his face away from me
rather quickly. What�s up with him?

We were greeted by many colourful balloons that seemed to
be flooding the carnival. There were so many booths that we had a hard time to
choose which one to stop by first. My gaze fell onto a booth offering its
visitors a chance to do a song dedication. Actually, it wasn�t the booth that
caught my eye, but one of the posters hanging at one of its walls did. It was
the picture of Max, along with his friends: Micky, U-Know, Hero, and Xiah.

�Don�t you have to go to work today?� I turned to face Max
who was just about to head for the cotton candy booth. He stopped in his steps
and looked at me before he answered, �No, I got the day off. Could you just
stop worrying about anything and start having fun with me?� He looked like a
cute little boy who wanted to ask me to play with him. My lips curled into a
smile and replied, �Sure. As you wish, master.�

He took my hand and made me run all the way to a booth
that sold us drinks. After getting two cups of cold punch, we headed to a
playground near the entrance of the carnival and sipped our drinks quietly on
the swings.

�Want me to push you?� Asked Max with a grin that he tried
very hard to hide. What�s he up to now, I wondered.

�Okay...� I put my empty cup on the ground before taking a
firm grip on the ropes of the swing.

�1� 2� 3!� He pushed me gently, up to reach for the sky. I
can feel the wind blowing on my face each time the swing went higher and higher
after each push. I never had a chance on a swing since when I was 10 years old,
which seemed such a long time ago.

I turned to look at Max but he wasn�t there. Instead, he
was already on the swing with me, putting his feet where my little figure did
not touch the swing. He laughed loudly and crazily before suddenly jumping off
the swing, unfortunately, taking me along with him to touch the ground with a
loud thud. Actually, he was the only one who touched the ground in his attempt
to protect me from the impact. I was so shocked by his previous action that not
a single muscle in me moved away from the position that we were both in now.

He looked at me, and I looked at him. There was silence, a
very comfortable silence. We just stared into each other�s eyes, until my ears
suddenly caught light giggles from the children that were playing around in the
playground. My senses came back to me as I had just realized that I was on top
of him for a whole of ten minutes! Oh my, I never thought a cupid like me could
blush like this. My face became hot, and the warmth was much like what I was
feeling in my heart. I loved this man, I truly did.

After dusting off all the sand off his back, he pulled me
to another stall. This time, it was a stall where you could win yourself a big
fluffy teddy bear or just a cute keychain of mismatched slippers. Max looked at
me and whispered, �I�ll get you that teddy for sure.� I was about to say �You
don�t have to,� when he took the ball from the vendor and started to play the
game. I watched silently as he tried for the second round and at last was able
to win me that teddy bear. That fluffy and cuddly teddy bear. I hugged it
through the carnival as we continued to stroll around, playing games and
enjoying ourselves.

When it was about the time for us to leave, Max grabbed my
hand and led me to the beach. �Not yet, we still got plenty of time�� He said
while ushering me to a spot on the beach to sit on the soft and warm sands. He
made sure that I was comfortable before landing down beside me to enjoy the
view.

Oh my God. My eyes went teary as I watched the sun set at
the far horizon. My wish had just come true. But that was not even close to the
best part of it. Just as the last of the sun had vanished from sight, Max leaned
closer and gave me a kiss. His lips softly embraced mine, as a longest, softest
and sweetest kiss in the history of first kisses was being made. As a cupid, I
should tell you that it was true.

Pulling himself away rather reluctantly, he whispered his
love to me.

�I love you, Ae-Rin. And I want to be together with you,
forever.�

I must be dreaming again, continuing the dream that I had
on the bus. Though I find it very wonderful, I couldn�t help but feeling that
something was wrong. That I should not be here. That I should not have kissed
him in return. Oh my, what have I done? I quickly got up, and without looking
at him, I replied, �It�s late. Let�s head back.�

He too got to his feet and he wrapped his hands around me.
�No, not before you give me an answer. I had dreams, Ae-Rin� Wonderful dreams
about you. I fell in love, though we only met in dreams� Who are you, Ae-Rin? I
feel so attracted to you� What spell had you put me into?�

I bit my lower lip as a tear fell down my check, burning
it with guilt. �I�m sorry, Max� I�m so sorry� But� I can�t return your
feelings��

Max turned me to face him. I didn�t dare to look into his
eyes, but Max slowly pulled my chin up so that our eyes could meet. At that
point, I could not hold back my tears any longer. One by one it fell, as I
tried to explain everything to him.

�I�m a cupid, Max. No, I�m not joking. Yes, I did once
live this life like you, but now, there is no place for me anymore in this
world. We cannot be together. I only existed to assist, not to live. I�m not
real anymore; I�m just a mere memory� I died, Max.�

�No� That�s not true� Here.� He gave me another loving
kiss. �If you are not real, then why could I do that?�

Yeah, why was it that he was able to touch, feel, and even
kiss me? �I� don�t know� You shouldn�t have seen me in the first place, but
yesterday�� I looked away from him, unable to answer.

�Then you must be real! You are real!�

�No, I�m not, Max.�

Max looked at me with questioning eyes. Those eyes� They
always told me the truth about you� And I guess it�s time for me to tell you
the truth in return.

�Do you remember middle high?�

�Yes, why?�

�I went to the same school as you.�

�Really? I didn�t see you anywhere around the school at
that time��

�Well, who would notice a four-eyed girl who wore the same
sweater to school almost everyday during winter?� I let myself loose from his
embrace and walked nearer to the edge of the water.

�Everyday, I saw you and your friends. Everyday, I
gathered up my strength and bravery just to try and walk up to you to confess.�
I turned to my side where he stood, listening to my every word trying to
understand everything. �I loved you, Max, but we were never destined to be
together��

�What happened?�

I watched as the wave splashed on my feet, making it wet.
My body trembled at the memory of that evening. The evening when all of �that�
happened. The evening of my death� The wave splashed again as if it was trying
to say: �It�s okay. You are strong now. Tell him��

I wiped my tears before answering, �I was about to run
after you one evening, to give you the chocolate that I made myself, when�
when��

�When�?�

�He was drunk, Max! He shouldn�t be! Not when I had
finally gathered enough courage to go after you!� I continued to tell the rest
of the story between sobs. Max pulled me for a warm hug, as I told him the tale
of my life. �The lorry driver hit me� in his attempt to brake at the red light�
I was drenched in blood, as you continued to walk away� You were already too
far away to notice the accident� You left me, together� with my last breath��

The front of his shirt became wet with my tears. But he
didn�t mind. He continued to hug me, and giving me comforting words. His sweet
words�

�It�s okay. You can cry all you want� So, you really did�
die?�

�Ye�s��

He gulped and exclaimed, �I don�t care. You alive or not,
I still want you! Even if our meeting was a bit too late, I love you, Ae-Rin.�

I pulled myself away from him. �No, you shouldn�t be. This
is all wrong. I don�t want to hurt you any further. We cannot be together,
Max.� I started to head for the road. It�s time for us to be apart again, my
dear�

�Why, Ae-Rin,? Why?�

�We just� can�t�� Tears accompanied me with every step
that I took. As I was crossing the road, a lorry passed by and quickly hit the
brakes.

I looked behind me and there was Max, chasing after me and
was in the lorry�s way. I jumped myself at him and pushed him to the roadside.
I watched as the lights from the lorry came nearer and nearer to me and the
beeping horns deafening my ears. I looked at Max�s terrified face. At that
time, I wondered� Could I die again, for the second time?

***

�Hey, Max. Wake up! You had been sleeping for 24 hours
already.� Xiah�s voice could be heard from the living room, apart from the noise
from his video game.

Max slowly opened his eyes and rubbed them, still feeling
sleepy. Suddenly, a pillow was thrown to him at hit his head.

�Wake up, sleepy head. Even I had woken up before you.�
This time it was Micky, on his way to the living room to join Xiah.

�Are you okay? You don�t have a fever, do you?� Asked
U-Know with a concerned look.

�No, hyung. I�m fine.�

�Good. Don�t fall sick again or we have to cancel our
photo shoot tomorrow.� U-Know grabbed a newspaper and sat himself on the sofa to
read the latest news.

�Oh, if you�re hungry, there are some leftovers on the
table. I�ve heated them up for you.� Jae told Max before disappearing into his
own room.

Max looked around him. There were no more beaches, no more
beeping horns, and no more Ae-Rin� He was in his own room, and that led him to
a conclusion: �What a dream��

As Max was sitting comfortably on his bed reading his
favourite book later that day, there was someone out his bedroom window
looking, observing him� She cuddled the fluffy and cuddly teddy bear and kissed
it goodbye. When Max went out of his room to have dinner, she slipped inside
and left it there, to lie on his bed together with the chocolates that she
made. She looked around; inhaling his scent with every breath she took.
�Goodbye, Max. I love you.�

Before she left, the calendar caught her attention. Today
was the 14th of February� The day she almost had her true love.

�And Happy Valentine�s Day to you, my love.�

The Bitter-Sweet Reunion, A Sweet Romance

2009-02-07T10:26:38Z

** Sunha�s Point Of View **

The teacher was successfully able to quiten the class by a loud �BANG�! I mean
seriously it was like a thunder!! Okay I am over-exited ~ I mean this is the first
day of school! I am doing good so far ~ Thank you god! Hmm�

*BANG* whaaa?

Uh-oh �

�Mianhe Mr.Lee, It will never happen again,� I stood up and bowed to him for
day dreaming �

�Never do it again Miss.Han,� He Said and moved to the board to teach today�s
lesson �

Suddenly there was a knock on the door �Hmm �Who could that be? A boy walked
into the class and gave Mr.Lee a paper � Must be another new student ~ never
mind ~

But I should admit � He was cute ~ Hey! Its sunny outside ~

** End of Sunha�s Point of View **

But on the other side of the school a boy was mumbling to himself �

** Yunho�s Point of View **

My my my �. I am in a new school as my so-called-mother enrolled me here �Its
not fun with out my 4 best pals! Aish! I might even move again! Oh here is my
destination!

I knocked the door and I heard a �come in� �I went in and handed the teacher
the slip that the principal gave me �

�Hmm...Mr.Jung Yunho eh? Welcome to the school. You can call me Mr.Lee,� He
said as he smiled �I smiled back and scanned through the class to find a
beautiful girl staring out the window �Is this what they call as Love at First
Sight? I smiled at the site of that and snapped back when Mr.Lee told me
something �

Thank goodness he repeated it again �He told me to introduce myself to the
class �

�Annyoung haseyo ~ My name is Jung Yunho and I am 20, I am from GwangJu and I
hope we can be friends,� I said and smiled at the class � They clapped at
Mr.Lee forund me a vacant place by the boy who had brown highlights ~

�Hello� I greeted with a smile and he smiled back and introduced himself �

�Hello ~ my name is Donghae and welcome to our school,� He said and smiled
again �

I think I am going to like this place ~ I mean...It will not be as bad as I
imagined ~

** End of Yunho�s Point of View **

Little did he know that his life might change in a matter of months �

** Yunho�s POV **

�Hello ~ My name is Yunho, Can I know what is yours,� I asked to the girl after
the class ended �

�Sunha, Han Sunha,� She said ,Collected her books and exited the class � I
scratched my her wondering what i said or did � She is �cold �

It was lunch time and me and Donghae are going to the Cafeteria ~ Ah! Cant wait
to eat !!

Hmm �Food food .. Jejangmyun .. Here I come !!!

�Hey! I got my food ~ ,� I said as I sat down at the table with Donghae �He
later introduced me to his friends ~ Now I have another 4 pals here ~ Their
names are Hankyung, Enhyuk, Siwon ~ They are nice ~ But I miss my childhood
friends dearly �

*sigh*

�Hey! What�s with the sigh,� Siwon asked my while raising his brows ~

�Oh! Its just that I miss my pals at home ~ They are my childhood friends,� I
said while sighing again �

I miss them ��.

** End of Yunho�s POV **

In the hometown of GwangJu

** GwangJu **

** Jaejoong�s POV **

I MISS YUNHO!!! How dare he leave just like that!? We �his best pals- are
missing him here and what does he do!? *poof* GONE!!! That brat!! Mwahahahaha
�Okay okay �Now I have an idea ~

�YOOCHUN!!! JUNSU!!! CHANGMIN!!! ,� I shouted on top of my lungs when my
patience snapped �I have been calling those three for over 10 minutes now! I am
going to throw that PS 2 later!

�What?,� Yoochun asked seemingly annoyed ~ taste of your own medicine my dear
Chun~ tsk tsk ~ I made a face at him ~

�Hey guys gather around,� I said and all huddled around like a starving
�children� for a piece of bread � Aish � Anyways � �Look why don�t we go and
see Yunho in Seoul? ,� I asked and they glanced at each other while nodding
their towards each other�

They hurriedly ran off to their rooms in a blink! I heard sounds like �boom�
�pzzt� and �ahhh� from there �Aish � They are packing their things without me!?
grrr �

* 2 hours later *

�GUYS COMMON WE WILL BE LATE!!! ,� I called them as they were late and THEY
went to pack FIRST!! Aish �I think turtle can win a race with them!

** End of JaeJoong�s POV **

Back in the city of Seoul ~

** Seoul **

** Yunho�s POV **

*sigh* I am going to talk to her now!

�Yunho! Jung Yunho! Aja Aja fighting,�

I said to myself and walked over to her as she was looking at the sunny morning
clouds ~

The clouds were especially was crystal clear today ~

�Annyoung Sunha ~,� She looked at me and I could clearly see that she was
surprised �I stiffened a Chuckle in �She again Glanced at my direction and
Nodded her head slightly �I wonder why she isn�t talking to me properly ��

I will not give up ~�.

** The same day but after school **

** Still Yunho�s POV **

I was walking around the school to know it more better and I am now walking
through the halls �Hmm �Wait ..I hear noises from the class room �.I peeked inside
and found Sunha cleaning the class room �

�Sunha? You got detention? ,� I asked her as she continued to work not
bothering to answer me �Ouch! �Then came her reply �

�No, I like helping the Janitors to clean the class rooms ,� She said while
still cleaning the floor �But its already 6.30 Pm and its going to dark soon �

�I will wait for her� I said to myself and waited for her to complete her work
�After what was like decade she finally finished her work and was collecting
her things �

She walked past me and I grabbed her hand �.

** End of Yunho�s POV **

** Sunha�s POV **

I felt something against my wrist and found that he was holding my wrist! I was
really shocked since no one dared to do that before�I stared at him �Hard �

�Let Go ,� I said in my usual cold tone to make him release my hand but that
does not seem to effect him! Waaaa?

�Let me take you home, Its already dark outside,� He said and smiled again
�Why? I

already don�t want to fall In love and hurt myself again �why me?

I stared at him again and he just walked ahead holding my hands �.More of like
dragging me �Aish �

�What if I don�t want to,� I said, challenging him...

�Too bad, Deal with it,� Okay this shocked me! How?

�You don�t know my house,� I said smirking �haha now Deal with it!

�That�s why I have you, you are going to show me or elsee,� He said while
smirking �. Wait �..I don�t like that smirk!

�okay,� I still cannot believe I agreed! My stupid heart! Ahhhh! Aish ��.No use
in telling myself that I am not in love with this guy! I am such a stupid girl!
Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!

** End of Sunha�s POV **

That day at Yunho�s house

** Yunho�s house **

** Yunho�s POV **

I went inside my house FINALLY, after walking my princess to her house �Wait
..Why is my house dark? I opened the door and turned on the lights to only
receive me falling on the floor with a loud �thump��

�YAH!!!! ,� I screamed while struggling to get up ..Aish �I looked up to see 4
similar faces staring at me~

�JOONG!!! CHUN!!! MINNIE!!! SU!!! ,�I cannot believe it! Are my eyes playing
tricks on me!? I rubbed my eyes to conform me theory �THEY ARE HERE!!! I jumped
up and tackled them! My best pals are here!

** End of Yunho�s POV **

After 4 months �

** Sunha�s POV **

�Aish� where is he? He is late� I thought to myself as I am looking for
Yunho-my so-called-boyfriend- to come and fetch me up for the date �I know
�Funny aint it? And I also wondered how we ended up together~ haha

Now I snapped out of my thoughts when the bell rang �I answered the door only
to receive a hug and a kiss on the forehead from him �I blushed I mean how would
not ?

He just smiled �

�Common lets go ,� He said while taking my hand and leading me to his bike �we
went to amusement park and played lots of games ,And next he took me to the
park and said that he has something to confess �

�Sunha-yah, I have something to tell you,� He said seriously while looking into
my eyes �I started feeling nervous �

�What? ,� I know my voice was not normal and was quivering so he took my hands
in his big warm hands �

�You know I love you right?,� He asked while looking into my eyes �OF COURSE I
DO!

�Yes,� I answered simple and sweet �I have a feeling that I am not going to
like what he will say �.

�Please wait for me,� He told me as he gave me a sweet and tender kiss �Wait
for him? What does that mean? He suddenly stood up and walked away leaving me
puzzled � huh?

** End of Sunha�s POV **

4 years later �

** Yunho�s POV **

The last day I saw her was the painful day of my life! I couldn�t believe that
we had to move after that again! Now I am working here and being the CEO of my
father�s company only to get money not happiness �I miss her so much � I wonder
when I will see her again �I miss you Sunha-yah �I have an interview with for
my new personal assistant �.2 hours of agony! Aish! Today Is valentines day too
�I should be with her ..not here �.

Wait �Are my eyes playing tricks on me? SHE walked in �Sunha...My Sunha? Is
that you? I rubbed my eyes to conform that if it is her �.IT IS HER!!
WHOOOT!!!!

�Sunha?? ,Is that you?? ,� I asked her to conform my theory �She looked shocked
for a second before nodding her head �I am the happiest man on earth!

** End of Yunho�s POV **

** Sunha�s POV **

I still cannot believe that he left me just like that �Today is Valentines day
�I have been wondering why...I am sure he will come back �or I think he will-
to me � I have to find myself a job so I am here for an Interview for the Jung
Corporations � I went into the door and the receptionist told me that the
interview is on the 22nd floor so I went there and sat down �I went into the
CEO�s office and I was shocked to see the CEO was my Yunho! I didn�t know he is
the hair of the Jung Corporation �

�Sunha?? ,Is that you?? ,� I was shocked to speak and just nodded my head ~

The next thing I know I was in an embrace of a long muscular shoulders �He
pulled away with a big smile that made me smile too �Its contagious �That�s
when it all started~

** End of Sunha�s POV **

1 year later �

** Yunho�s POV **

It was valentines day and I made a special arrangement today~ I cant wait to
ask that question to her! I was at her house to pick her up �She came down and
my jaws dropped! She was drop-dead gorgeous! Today she looked extremely
beautiful!

I hugged her and we set off to the restaurant ~We had a little talk and had our
food and next stop is a surprise ~

I gave her a blindfold and she looked confused �So I just turned her around and
tied the blindfold around her head securely �I turned on the steering wheel and
started the car �

I reached my location and tied the blindfold off of her � She gasped when she
saw the scenery in front of her and I too was astonished with nature! It was
the beautiful site �You get it alright! we were in Han
river ~ I knelt down and asked her the question that I have been
wanting to ask!

�Will you marry me? ,� I finally asked her �She had tears in her eyes and
nodded her head �I was so happy and I realized that I was swinging her around
�I gave her a sweet and tender kiss and let her down ~

This is our Bitter-sweet reunion~

ღღHappy
Valentines Day ~ღღ

S.O.S

2009-02-07T10:25:53Z

Annyeong~ I�m Park Ae-Ri. I lead a simple and ordinary
life. But now my life is upside down and it�s all because of �HIM�, the devil
in disguise, secret code name D.I.D. Want to hear my story??

�Yah, PARK AE-RI!!! How many times have I been telling you
to practise for that part??!! You keep getting it all wrong!!~�

�Yes, Mrs. Lee�

Mrs. Lee, secret code name, The Maestro. I�m sure you guys
watch Beethoven virus drama right?? Well, she�s exactly like Kang maestro.
Strict but really nice. Can be irritating sometimes.

�If you don�t get it right by next week, I�m going to
replace you with someone else. There�s always someone better than you out
there. Understand??�

�Yes, Mrs. Lee.�

�Then, practice is over. There�s no point in teaching if
you still can�t get it right. You can go now.�

�Thank you, Mrs Lee.�

Quickly I packed my beg and run off. Oh my god!! I�m late
for work. That�s the reason I didn�t get my piano scores right. I�m currently
working part time at my uncle�s cake shop. He bakes the most delicious cakes in
town. And he needed some help. Besides I get paid and get to eat my favorite
cakes.

�Yah!!!~ you are late again~�

�Duh~ I know that. That�s why I�m sweating~ because I�m
running my butt off to get here.�

�Hey, that �guy� is here again.�

�Oh my god~ he�s here..AGAIN??�

�He didn�t order anything. I asked him but he just kept
shakes his head. Maybe he�s waiting for you?~�

�Stop it, Younha. You don�t know anything about him. Trust
me. You don�t want to know.�

�And how much do you now about that guy? When I asked, you
just walked away. Now,tell me or you wont live peacefully for the rest of your
life.�

And she starts poking my waist. I�m ticklish around there.
Younha, secret code name Eaglie. She knows all about me. My best friend and my
sources of headaches. There�s nothing she wouldn�t know. I think she�d be
better off being a reporter or something.

�Yah!!!~ Quit poking me!!~�

�Girls~ What are you doing back there?? There�re lots of
customers here!!~�

�Coming, uncle!!~�

�Yah, Ae-Ri. You better tell me later. Or else..�

�What??�

�I won�t be saving your favourite cake~ Mwuahahahahaha~�

�Devil!!!~ Mehrong!!!~�

�Excuse me, can I get you anything?�

�Hmmm.. Oh, it�s you.. It�s impolite to startle people.�

�Well, I�m sorry. Can I get you anything!!??�

�Still with the same old attitude.�

�Same goes to you.�

�Well, thank you. I didn�t know you had your eyes on me.
I�m honoured.�

�Errggh, I fell like killing him~ I�m going to stick your
picture on the voodoo doll an hang it on the wall.�

�What?? Did you say something?�

�Huh?? N-no..�

�Anyway, here. Your brother sent some money for you.�

�How�s he doing?�

�Still the same hardworking and generous person. He throws
a party for everyone last week.�

�Hmm..�

�How about you then? How�s thing at the dorm training?�

�Everything�s okay. Only sometimes I get scolded cause I
can�t get my piano score� right.�

�What piece are you playing?�

�Canon D.�

�What??! Tell me how many years have you been a trainee at
Sm again??�

�Hey, just because you�re famous doesn�t mean you can
bully me. And what�s more, you guys went through a lot too before becoming Asia�s most sensational group, Dong Bang Shinki.�

�True but you�re not taking the job as a singer, just as
an instrument player. Besides, Canon D is a piece that can be played easily.�

�And how�d you know that?�

�Well you brother played that piece all the time. And he
just looked at the score twice.�

�Well, I�m sorry. I�m not as genius as my brother is.
Besides you haven�t played it so don�t complain.�

�Ae-Ri ah, I�m not comparing you with your brother.�

�Ae_Ri ah!!!~�

�Yes, uncle~.. Well, it seems like it.� And I turn around
before he called me again.

�Ae-Ri!!~�

�What?�

�Ice blended mocha and blueberry cheese cake.�

I head my way to take the cakes and the drinks that he
ordered.

He had no right to say that. That piece is hard for me to
play. Arghh!!~ hope you�ll choked when eating this cake!!~ Now where the hell
is he??�

When I was about to turn around, there he was.

On that small stage. Playing the piano.

The piece.. Wait.. Isn�t this Canon D piece??

He suddenly stop playing and our eyes meet.

I just stood there, staring back at him in the eyes.�

Until he came up to me.

�Are your eyes attracted to me that much?�

�Hu-Huh? Isn�t th.. that the Canon D piece?�

�Yes, and what�s this about me not knowing how to play
that piece?�

�Ae-Ri, table 4, please??�

�Coming, uncle.�

And I just couldn�t get myself to walk in front of him. I
thought he�s just damn lucky to be a part of Dong Bang Shin Ki.

�Finally we�re closing the shop for today. There were so
many people today, don�t you think?�

�Yeah, uncle but I think people are more attracted of the
piano performances just now, don�t you think so, Ae-Ri??� and a smirk formed in
her face. From now on, Younha�s secret code name should be witch!!~

�Why the smirk on face??� I pinch her white fair cheek.

�Hey!! Stop it~�

�Hahahaha, So the guy that played the piano was your
friend, Ae-Ri??�

�Well, Sort of.�

�Hmm, his face seems familiar..�

�That�s why, uncle. I�ve been thinking for the past few
days. His face resembles an artist I knew, Jerry from F4. Anyway, who is he?�

�My brother�s friend. He�s just delivering something that
my brother asked him to.�

�Aigoo, I�m almost forgot. That guy left a note for you.
Here. In the meantime, let me get you girls some cake to eat.�

�Uncle, let me help you. I want to choose the cakes.�

�Hahahahaha~ Okay.�

To Ae-Ri,

You and your brother are not the same person, so you don�t
need to be like him. Just be yourself, Park Ae-Ri. Although you are his
stepsister but he didn�t see you as an outsider, he sees you as his family and
he believes that you can do it if you�re determined. At least that�s what he
always told me. Besides I like the Park Ae-Ri who always stive hard in
everything she does, passionate in her music, a bit clumsy at times but I guess
that�s her charm. So never give up. Your brother believes in you. I believe in
you. Sorry if I hurt your feelings.

�Yah!!~ Ae-Ri!!�

�What??�

�Oh my god. Please stop sending your happiness wave. Your
face is flashing with light. It seems like someone has just sent you to cloud
nine.�

That smirk again!!~

�Younha!!�

�Yah, stop hugging me!!~�

�He said he believes in me~�

�So what?? Let me go!! People are straring at us
weirdly!!~�

�Hahahaha~, Let her be, Younha. It must�ve had something
to do with that handsome guy just now. Anyway, here�s your cake, Ae-Ri.�

�Tiramisu??�

�Uncle has just sold all the S.O.S to someone.�

�What?? The S.O.S are limited editions. Uncle only made 3
slices of them~�

�Mianhae, Ae-Ri ah. Uncle already thought of saving one
for you but that guy, your friend said you didn�t like that cake anymore and he
insist on buying it.�

�WHAT??�

�Ae-Ri, there�s something behind your note.� I heard
Younha said while turning the back of the note that I just got from Changmin.

�What?? Where??�

�Here, it says � p/s: I bought all the Strawberry On the
Shortcakes. I just can�t get enough of it. Last time you only brought one for
your brother and we had to share it among the 5 of us. Anyway, I will be coming
everyday to eat the S.O.S. See you tomorrow~ mwuahahah~ Love Changminnie!!~^^�

�Changminnie?? Oh my god, he�s adorable, Ae-Ri ah. Hmm,
coming to the shop everyday? NICE~ now I have a friend to bully you. What�s his
name again?? Changminnie?? Minnie?? Why does the name sounds so familiar??
He�� couldn�t�� possibly�� be SHIM CHANGMIN FROM DBSK???!!

�NO!!Of course not!!~he�s a devil send from hell.�

Just as I thought!!~

He's a devil in disguise!!!~

Curse you Shim Changmin!!~

Not only he�s irritating but he�s following my brother,
Park Yoochun�s pranks habit!!

And he�s coming to the shop everyday???!!

I really need help!!~

S.O.S!!!!~

My Valentine's Day

2009-02-07T10:25:10Z

I woke up at the sound of my alarm clock. It was already 9am. Today might be
just another typical day. But I was wrong. I looked at the calendar in horror.
It was Valentine�s Day! My life is totally miserable; this is like the worst
day of the year!

�SungYoung!! Breakfast is ready!!� JiYoung, my bestfriend, and room mate called
out from the kitchen.

I quickly got up from my bed and headed to the kitchen. As I sat down in a
chair, I just stared at the plate infront of me.

�Why are you not eating SungYoung? Is something wrong with breakfast?� she
asked.

�Heart-shaped pancakes?!� I sarcastically answered.

�Yeah, it�s Valentine�s Day.� She answered happily.

I just raised a brow at her. I change the subject.

�Why are you all dressed up? Going somewhere?� I asked

�I�m going to the mall. And you�re coming with me so hurry up.�

I had no choice. I wouldn�t start arguing with her because I would end up going
anyways.

In the Mall:

We walked over where her boyfriend was. Her boyfriend greeted her and gave her
a box of chocolates. She also greeted him in return and gave him a peck on the
lips. Ugh�I didn�t want to see that scene. It makes me want to puke. Get a
room~!

He said Hello.

�Oh, Hello SeungRi� I greeted.

�By the way, these are our friends.� JiYoung said then they introduced
themselves.

�Hi, I�m Yoo HeeWoo� the girl with the short hair said.

�Annyeong, I�m Han SungYoung nice to meet you� I said and bowed.

�And I think you remember Kim Jaejoong�� Seungri said.

�Huh?� I asked in confusion

�You met him 2 months ago, in that party we went to.� JiYoung added.

�Oh�Hi�I couldn�t really recognize you because of that brown hair of yours.
Sorry.� I said to him.

�Well yeah.� Jaejoong said.

Then all of us went inside.

We sat there and started choosing from the menu.

Kim Jaejoong�Hmm�I don�t remember him well. Maybe it�s because of that brown
hair of his.

But I haven�t really seen his face that much until now. Up-close he looks
gorgeous. That fair skin of his, bright eyes, pink lips, he actually looks
kinda like a girl. But those biceps gave them all away. But other than that, he
looks perfect.

Wait! What am I saying?! I don�t have time for guys! Argh!

�Hey Junsu! You�re late!� Seungri suddenly said.

Huh? Who�s this Junsu guy?

Then he greeted HeeWoo and gave her a bunch of flowers. HeeWoo said thanks and
kissed him.

Ugh! Not again. Puh-lease guys. Give me a break.

�Oh, SungYoung. This is Junsu. He�s my boyfriend.� HeeWoo said.

�Hello Junsu. I�m Han SungYoung. Nice to meet you� I said.

�Hi SungYoung. Nice to meet you too.� He said and smiled.

Those two couples were being very sweet and stuff. I was very uncomfortable. I
just stayed silent for a few minutes. Until someone talked to me.

�So, how have you been?� Jaejoong started talking.

�I�m fine� I answered.

�Good to hear from you. It�s been a long time since I met you.� He added.

Err. I�m in no mood for a conversation right now. I just sighed.

�Well yeah� I answered back, at least trying to be nice.

�Where were you originally from?? You�re not originally from Seoul right??� he asked again.

Ok. This time I was pissed. Stop asking so many questions okay. I�m really not
in the mood right now. Why doesn�t he just shut up?

Instead of giving him an answer, I just stared at him.

�Yeah. She�s not from Seoul.
She was from Jeju.� JiYoung butted in.

�Oh�that�s my hometown too.� He said

�Really? That�s cool� she replied.

�I�m the least interested.� �I�m going to the toilet.� I stood up and left.

�Is she alright?� HeeWoo asked in concern.

�She is.� JiYoung replied.

�She�s a man-hater.� Seungri added.

�Huh?� Junsu asked.

�Let�s just say that it was all because of a broken heart.� JiYoung answered.

In the bathroom:

Aiish! Can I just leave this place already? It�s irritating me! Everything is!
Are they trying to hook me up with that Jaejoong guy? I�m not interested! Can
they just stop and leave me alone?

I know it�s been 2 years now, but I still can�t open up my heart to anyone at
all. I�m sick of it. All those sleepless night, all those tears I�ve shed. Why
can�t I just forget about you TOP?! This was the actual day that you betrayed
me, the day you broke my heart. That�s reason why I was miserable, and the
reason why I hate this day so much. Until now, I can still feel the pain that
you left me. Did you know how hard it has been for me? No matter how hard I try
to forget, my heart still cries for you. I can�t take this anymore!!

I was in total breakdown.

I quickly left the restroom and went back to the back to the table.

I took my bag and stared at them.

�You guys make me sick� I said and walked away.

�SungYoung! Wait!!� JiYoung called out.

I just ignored her.

�SungYoung, why can�t you just get over with it and start all over again? I
guess you already figured out what I was doing. But you really have to try
this. I�m doing this for your own good.� She explained.

I stopped walking upon hearing those words.

�Atleast let me help you. It makes me feel bad seeing you like this. That�s why
I�m doing this. Don�t you understand?� she added

�Understand what?� I said

When I received no answer, I quickly turned around to face her.

�JiYoung, have you ever thought that maybe you should just give up? That it�s
no use? What are you trying to do? Make me fall for someone else? Then what if
that guy turns out to be like TOP and leave me? I�ve had enough JiYoung! It was
painful enough��

�But that was TOP! There are other guys out there that are different from TOP!�

�Other guys? There�s no difference. Guys are guys! All are the same!�

I said and ran away. Tears started falling on my cheeks.

Why? Why does it have to end up like this? I�m so stupid.

I sat by a fountain�.crying.

Then someone offered a handkerchief to me. It was Jaejoong.

�What are you doing here?! Go away! Leave me alone!� I said and shove his hand
away.

He sat beside me.

�Didn�t you understand a word I just said?! I said Go��

Before I could finish my sentence, he quickly grabbed my hand and hugged me.

�I won�t go and leave you like this.� He said.

My started to beating faster.

I just continued crying on his shoulder.

�But�why would you care?� I asked

�Because I�m not like any other guy that just leaves a girl crying�

What he just said kept repeating on my mind. Not any other guy?

Something about him made my heart beat even faster. I can feel warmth in his
heart and I feel safe just with his presence.

He let me go from his hug and looked at me.

�Come on, stop crying.� He said and started wiping the tears off my face.

�Why are you here?�

�I ran after you when you left�

�Why would you?�

�My body suddenly ran after you when you left all of a sudden.�

�That didn�t make any sense.�

�And because I think I�m falling for you��

�Huh?�

�Yeah you heard me�I like you.�

�I liked you on the first day I met you, which was 2 months ago. After that
day, I couldn�t stop thinking about you. I�ve always wondered when I could ever
see you again, until this day finally came. It was a love at first sight.�

I can�t believe what he just said. I looked deep in his eyes. It says it all,
he actually means it. My heart just jumped with joy.

My heart stopped calling out TOP�s name and finally opened up for someone else.

�I actually kind of liked you too before, but I was still afraid before.�

He just smiled.

�There�s nothing to be afraid of anymore. I�m here.�

�Thank you Jaejoong� I said and hugged him.

�You finally taught my heart to love again.� I added.

He released me from the hug and kissed me.

My heart was totally happy. How I�ve always waited for this moment.

�And since its Valentine�s Day, would you like to go out with me?� He asked
after breaking apart from the kiss.

�I�d love to� I answered.

Then we took off�.while holding each others hands.

�Happy Valentine�s Day Jaejoong� I said with a smile.

I�m finally starting all over again and giving love another chance.

�Aww�they finally got together� SeungYeon commented.

�Okay�enough story time�go to bed now SeungYeon.� I said while I was sitting on
the side of her bed.

�Ok mommy�I�m just wondering how you and dad met.�

�You wouldn�t know SeungYeon�You wouldn�t know� I said and chuckled.

�Is that daughter of yours finally asleep?�

�Oh hey Jaejoong�yeah she is�how long have you been standing there?�

�Since the story started.� He answered.

�Ohh�

�She has no idea that it was really about us?� Jaejoong asked.

�No�hehe� I answered.

Then I stood up and went to him.

�Happy Valentine�s Day Jaejoong� I said.

�Happy Valentine�s Day SungYoung� he replied. Then both us went out of the
room.

MY DREAM WITH YOU

2009-02-07T10:23:59Z

�

�� �What are you doing? You�re writing
letters again?� Michelle shrieked after seeing what her sister was doing.

�� Gloria
quickly gathered all the letters that were scattered all over her study table.
Then she tried to act innocent in front of her sister. �I wasn�t writing any
letters. I . . . I was just reading some letters of my friends.�

�� Michelle
glared at her sister. �Don�t you dare lie to me. I know you were writing
letters again. My god Gloria! Have a life! I mean a real life.�

�� Gloria
lowered her head. She knew her sister was right. But what could she do. She had
only one dream. And she was willing to do anything just to have that dream.

�� Michelle
saw the sadness that quickly covered her sister�s face. She slowly went to her
side and lovingly embraced her.

�� Hey, don�t
be sad. I am sorry, if I was too harsh. But I really think that you�re just
wasting your time and all your energy on writing letters . . . just to get a
chance to be noticed by someone that will never even know your name. I really
pity you. Sometimes when I see you staying up all night just to write those
silly letters . . . it really breaks my heart. I know all your hard work just
ends up being trashed in someone�s trash can,� Michelle tried to make her
sister understand why she was being that way.

�� You know
that I�ve never wanted anything in my life . . . except . . .� Gloria tried to
say.

�� Except
meet Xiah Junsu . . . Gloria, that is a dream that will never happen. He�s a
well known star. . . And you . . . you�re just an ordinary girl. And you�re
thousands of miles apart. How could you ever dream of meeting him in person?,�
Michelle said with a low voice. She didn�t want to hurt her sister�s feelings.
But she knew she needed to be frank with her just to wake her up from her
day-dreaming.

�� But
Michelle . . .� Gloria wanted to argue with her sister but she knew it was just
going to lead them into another argument. So she just decided to keep quiet.

�� Three days
later . . .

�� Happy
Birthday!� Michelle happily greeted her sister with a warm hug and a big smile
on her face.

�� Thank
you,� Gloria replied. She then noticed the small envelope that her sister had
placed beside the gift she gave her. �What�s this?� she asked curiously.

�� Look and
see,� Michelle said with a grin on her face.

�� Gloria
excitedly opened the small envelope. She was already expecting it was a card
with a cheque which her sister often gives her as a gift. But her heart
immediately stopped after seeing what was inside the envelope.

�� Michelle?
How? Why?� Gloria somehow couldn�t start to say the things that were running
through her mind.

�� Michelle
lightly laughed. �I know how much you want to see him. And I also know that you
can�t possibly afford to go there on your own. Think of this as an advance
birthday present for the following years to come. I already spent my entire
savings just to buy those tickets.�

�� Gloria
quickly embraced her sister tightly. �Thank you. . . Thank you. . . Thank you.
I will never forget this. I promise I will treasure this gift of yours as long
as I live.�

�� Michelle laughed
again. �Just make sure you come back in one piece okay? Or else Mother and
Father will surely hang me if they ever find out that I allowed you to go to Japan
alone,� she said as she cupped her sister�s face with her two hands. �Take care
of yourself okay?�

�� Gloria
nodded her head continuously with happiness written all over her face.

�� Gloria,
remember. . . this is our little secret. Don�t you ever dare tell our parents
that I gave you a plane ticket to Japan and a concert ticket too. You
know they are also against your obsession with that boy band of yours. But
since it is your birthday . . . and they�re off on a vacation, I decided to
give you the one thing that you have been dreaming of for so long,� Michelle
said seriously.

�� Don�t
worry. I won�t say a single word. And I promise I will take good care of
myself,� Gloria said with a big smile on her face.

�� Good . . .
I already included your pocket money in the envelope. Have some fun while
you�re in Japan.
Go out and do some shopping. Just remember to call me everyday while you�re
there okay?� Michelle said with concern in her eyes. Somehow she was afraid
that she was making a big mistake in letting her sister go to Japan alone.

�� Thank you
Michelle. I love you,� Gloria said happily.

�� I love you
too sis,� Michelle uttered as she continued to stare at the overflowing joy on
her sister�s face. She then lightly pinched her sister�s cheek. �I already
included the details of your hotel reservation in the envelope and I already
paid it too. So you don�t have anything to be worried once you get to Japan.
Remember . . . Mother and Father will be back by Sunday. So make sure that you
follow the schedule on that envelope. You must return before our parents find
out that they are not the only ones on a vacation . . . okay? You must return
by Saturday morning.�

�� Gloria
nodded her head again. �Saturday it is then . . . At least, I will have 3 days
to enjoy my visit to Japan,�
she said with a big grin on her face.

�� Michelle
couldn�t stop herself from laughing. �Yes, you have 3 days to enjoy. Just make
sure that after you see that Xiah Junsu . . . can you please leave all your day
dreams with him? I don�t want to see you day dreaming about him anymore. And I
certainly don�t want to see you writing fan letters to him in the middle of the
night just like what you do almost every night,� she said as she slowly shook
his head in disapproval.

�� Gloria was
too happy to say anything. She certainly didn�t want her sister to get angry.
She didn�t want her to change her mind on letting her go to Japan.

�� Do you
understand what I am saying young lady?� Michelle asked with a high tone.

�� Gloria
smiled and just nodded her head. Somehow she still couldn�t believe that she
was finally going to Japan
to watch the DBSK boys in their upcoming concert. She was finally going to see
Xiah Junsu. She was finally going to fulfill her long time dream.

�� --------
Right at the same time in Japan
. . . .

�� Hyung,
what are you doing?� Max asked Xiah curiously.

�� I am just
looking,� Xiah answered as he tried to sort through hundreds of letters that
had come from different fan clubs.

He was looking for a particular
letter. It wasn�t a single letter. Sometimes he would get several letters from
different clubs, but the sender was the same person. He was searching for that
particular person�s letters. He easily recognized it because the sender used a
special envelope. It was very unique. The envelope was hand made and hand
painted as well. Somehow it was the main reason why he suddenly took notice it
the first time he saw it . . . that was three years ago.

�� He�s
looking for his dream girl�s letters again,� Micky teased.

�� It�s been
more than two weeks . . . She still hasn�t sent me a letter. Something must be
wrong . . .� Xiah said with worry.

�� Don�t tell
me that you�re actually falling for a girl who you haven�t met?� Micky asked
with a raised eyebrow.

�� It�s not
like that . . . It�s just that whenever I read her letters . . . I just feel so
renewed . . . so happy. Whenever I read her letters . . . I feel so happy that
someone is actually enjoying the music we are doing. And I am able to feel her
happiness through her letters,� Xiah tried to explain.

�� But the
girl hasn�t mentioned her name even once right?� Max asked

�� Xiah nodded
his head. �No, she just uses a made up name. Maybe she�s thinking that her real
name isn�t important.�

�� Have you
written her back even once?� Micky asked again.

�� I wish I
could. Believe me . . . I would have written to her personally . . . if I knew
her address. She never mentioned her real name or where I could send her a
letter. Such a pity . . .� Xiah said with sadness.

�� Maybe you
can try leaving messages to the fan clubs where her letters come from,� U-Know
suggested.

�� That would
take forever. I already sent a message to a fan club asking where her letters
are coming from . . . but since I can�t really divulge who I was. They just
declined to give that information to me,� Xiah replied.

�� You have
actually looked for this girl huh?� Jaejoong asked with astonishment.

�� Tried to
look . . . but failed,� Xiah replied sadly. �Right now . . . she is the reason
why I try to keep up with everything. . . She is the reason why I am living my
life with a smile on my face. Whenever I am sad, I just try to think about her
. . . and her letters. I just try to imagine what she looks like and that I am
with her. . . then all my sadness just goes away.�

�� Such a sad
fate. You�re actually in love with someone that you will never have the chance
to meet,� Jaejoong said with sadness in his voice.

�� The other
DBSK boys just shook their heads. Somehow they pitied their friend.

�� Don�t
worry, hyung.� Maybe one day . . . the
two of you will finally have the chance to meet each other,� Max said with a
smile. He was trying to cheer up his friend.

�� Xiah tried
to smile. �I know that is something that would only happen in a dream.�

--------Two days later . . . .

�� Ahhh. . . Japan
. . .� Gloria uttered as she slowly walked out of the airport. She was finally
in Japan.
She then looked at her watch. She needed to hurry. She only had a few hours to
prepare before the concert. She hurriedly called a taxi, and went straight to
the hotel that her sister had arranged for her.

�� While she
was heading to the hotel, Gloria�s mind was running in different directions.
She was thinking about so many things that somehow she was getting dizzy. She
feeling different emotions . . . She was excited, nervous, scared, happy,
worried and confused.

�� She
suddenly sighed. She never expected that she would be like this after waiting
so long. She slowly looked out the window of the taxi. Japan was such a beautiful country.
But it was thousands of miles away from her own country. Even if she wanted to
. . . she would never be able to visit it again.

�� So this was
the perfect time to say hello and goodbye to the one thing that was connecting
her to this place. . . . Xiah Junsu.

��

------ Time of the concert . . . .

Gloria hurriedly went to the long
line of fans that were entering the dome. She was so happy that she was finally
going to watch her favorite DBSK perform live on stage.

Time passed by quickly . . . .

�She looked at her watch impatiently. It was
already an hour before the concert, but she was still outside. The line was
still so long.

�Aaahhh . . . is this going to last
forever?� she muttered to herself. She started to stretch her already aching
body. She had been on an airplane just hours ago . . . and now she was getting
tired of waiting in line.

Gloria sighed again. She never
thought that her first trip to Japan
would be so tiring. She then remembered to check the concert ticket. She
remembered she had placed it in her pocket before going out of her room.

She started to search her pockets.
. . then her bag. Her heart was already beating very fast. . . Her ticket was
gone.

�Where is it? Where is it?� she
started to say in total panic.

The other girls waiting in line
were already looking at her curiously.

�Where is it? I remember I placed
it here,� she uttered as tears were somehow starting to form in her eyes.

------Time passed . . . .

A girl was crying on one side of
the main entrance gate of the dome. The long line of fans was already gone and
the concert was about to start in about 15 minutes.

Gloria sadly stared at the big
banner in front of the dome. She started to sob. She had lost her ticket, along
with her wallet. She didn�t what to do. She had to Japan for nothing. She
started to cry again. She didn�t know what to do. She wanted to call her
sister, but she knew she would only scold her once she knew what had happened.
And she would certainly get worried about her.

The music inside the dome started .
. .

Gloria sadly looked at the dome.

�I guess I�m really stuck with just
seeing you on a monitor. Sorry . . .� she slowly uttered as she continued to
cry. She felt like she wanted to kick herself a million times. She was so angry
with herself. How could she possibly be so careless to actually loose her
ticket and her wallet. She wanted to wail out loud. She wanted to just hit her
head with a rock. She was so mad with herself.

�Young lady . . . are you all
right?� an elderly man asked with concern.

Gloria tried to slowly wipe her
tears away.

�I . . . . I am fine,� she replied
in fluent Japanese. She had been learning the language for more than a year
now. She wanted to be able to communicate perfectly with Xiah . . . if she ever
had the chance. She had worked so hard for the chance to meet him. And now . .
. now she just threw it away. She was so stupid, she thought.

�Xiah . . .� she uttered as she
remembered him again. She couldn�t her tears falling once again.

�What�s wrong? Are you hurt?� the
man asked again after seeing the girl�s tears.

Gloria shook her head. �I . . . I
just lost my ticket for the concert and my wallet too.�

�Oh . . .� the man uttered. He
carefully stared at the girl. He was somehow thinking if she was really telling
the truth.

Gloria�s tears just seemed to go on
forever. She wanted to stop crying but her tears just flowed out continuously.

�You�re not Japanese are you?� the
man asked again.

Gloria nodded. �I came all the way
from Brunei.
. . . just for nothing,� she uttered with tears in her eyes.

The man stared at Gloria from head
to foot. She was beautiful and she had that innocent look in her eyes. Somehow
the man felt pity for the girl. He then thought of something.

�Would you like to watch the
concert?� the man asked with a smile.

Gloria looked back at the man with
confusion in her eyes. �What? How?� she asked with a trembling voice.

The old man smiled. �Just come with
me. . . But first, wipe those tears away.�

Gloria quickly took out her
handkerchief and wipe her tears away.

�Good. . .Now listen to me
carefully . . . Once you enter that dome with me . . . You will try to act
normally. No screaming or panicking . . . and I certainly don�t want any
problem. You will help me with my work. In return, I will help you to watch the
show. Do you understand?� the man said with an authoritative voice.

Gloria somehow felt scared. But she
was willing to do anything so that her trip to Japan wouldn�t go to waste. She
wanted to see Xiah so badly.

She slowly nodded her head in
agreement.

�Good. Let�s go,� the man said with
a comforting smile.

----- Inside the dome . . . .

The old man led Gloria to the personnel�s
area. Her heart started to beat very fast as soon as she realized where she
was.

�Hyung, you�re late. The concert is
about to start,� a man said to the older man.

�I know, sorry. I got caught up
with something,� the old man replied.

The younger man kept on looking at
Gloria. �Who is she?� he asked when he couldn�t control his curiosity anymore.

The old man stared back at Gloria.
�Oh� she�s the daughter of an old friend. She�s helping me out. Her name is . .
. what�s your name again?�

�Gloria,� she tried to utter.

�Sorry . . . have a bad memory. Her
name is Gloria. I promised her father that I will take her to see a real
concert. This is her first time in Japan,� the old man said to cover
up for Gloria.

�Oh . . . Well, the boys are
already waiting in their room. Better show your self to them first,� the
younger man said with a smile.

The old man nodded his head. �I
will, thanks.�

----- A few minutes later . . . .

The old man slowly entered the DBSK
boys� room, with a young girl right behind him.

�Hello boys,� the old man greeted
the DBSK boys.

�Hello hyung . . . You�re late. We
have been wondering where you were,� U-Know replied with a smile.

�Sorry, I needed to do something,�
the old man said.

Gloria gasped in total shock after
seeing the DBSK boys in real life. They were just a few meters away from her.
Somehow she felt like she was going to have a heart attack. Her heart was
pounding very hard. She was finally face to face with the real DBSK boys . . .
and especially her dream . . . Xiah.

Xiah noticed the girl that was
looking at him. She was very captivating. Somehow the more you looked at her,
the more beautiful she became. He suddenly smiled at her.

�So hyung . . . who is she?� Micky
couldn�t help but asked. He had already noticed her the moment that she stepped
into the room.

�Oh. . . She�s . . . it�s a long
story. Better get ready for the concert boys. I�ll just answer that question
later,� the old man replied.

�She�s from Brunei. Hmmm. . . So I guess she
doesn�t know how to speak Japanese. I was hoping I could talk with her,� Max
said with disappointment.

The old man lightly laughed. �She
can speak fluent Japanese. So you can all have a chat with her . . . if you
like.�

�Really? How are you? I am Micky,�
he said with a big smile on his face.

The other DBSK members couldn�t
help but laugh.

�Hyung is acting all weird around a
girl again,� Max commented.

�Hey, don�t scare the girl Micky,�
Jaejoong warned.

�Down boy . . . Down . . .� U-Know
said as a joke.

Xiah just continued to stare at
Gloria. �What�s your name?� he asked softly.

�I am Gloria . . .� she replied
shyly.

�Gloria, what a nice name. But is
it a Bruneian name?� Max asked curiously.

�No . . .� she replied.

The old man couldn�t help but smile
while looking at Gloria and the boys. �Hey, all of you can have a talk later.
We still have a concert to start and finish.�

The DBSK boys looked at the old man
and all nodded their heads in agreement. �Yes, hyung.�

�Let�s get ready,� the old man said
again.

�Yes,� the boys uttered as they
hurriedly went out of their room.

�Let�s talk again later,� Micky
said to Gloria as he passed by her side.

�Nice meeting you,� Jaejoong said
with a smile.

�See you later,� U-Know said with a
smile as well.

�Don�t be scared of hyung . . .
He�s really a nice guy,� Max said (pertaining to Micky).

�I hope we can talk again later . .
. Gloria,� Xiah said politely with the most beautiful smile that immediately
melted Gloria�s heart.

------ The whole concert went by
without any problems.

Gloria was able to watch the whole
concert up close. She was allowed to watch the concert in the VIP section of
the concert dome.

The old man that Gloria had
accidentally met was no other than the production head for the concert. He had
asked the other staff members to allow Gloria to watch the concert without any
restrictions.

It was a total dream for Gloria.
She never imagined that she would be able to meet the boys face to face and
watch their whole concert in the VIP section along with other famous
personalities.

------After the concert . . . . .

The old man walked up to Gloria
with a smile on his face. �So did you enjoy it?� he asked.

Gloria couldn�t hide the happiness
on her face. �Yes, totally. Thank you. If there is anything I can help you
with. Please do tell me. I want to repay your kindness.�

The old man smiled. �As a matter of
fact, there is something I need you to help me with.�

�What is it? Tell me . . . I am
willing to help,� Gloria said with a smile.

�Just help some of the staff in the
boys� room. They are already finished with the concert. So the DBSK boys will
be packing their things in a little while,� the man replied.

�Sure,� Gloria said with a smile.

------As soon as Gloria arrived at
the boys� room. . . . .

She was totally overwhelmed with
shock and embarrassment. There were a lot of people in the boys� room that she
suddenly felt like she wanted to just ran and hide.

As Gloria tried the other staff
members with packing and arranging things, Xiah just continued to stare at her
with amusement in his eyes.

�Hyung, you�re going to make Gloria
melt with the way you�re looking at her,� Max teased.

Xiah couldn�t help but smile.
�She�s cute,� was all he could utter.

Micky who was nearby suddenly shook
his head in disbelief. �You like her don�t you?� he asked Xiah with a low
voice.

Xiah gave Micky a warning look.
�Hey, be careful. Someone might hear you.�

Micky suddenly laughed so loud that
everyone in the room looked at him.

Xiah suddenly felt embarrassed. He
slowly tried to look like he was busy with something.

Jaejoong and U-Know who were just
watching in one corner of the room laughed lightly. They knew Xiah had a crush
on Gloria. But he was just too shy to admit it.

-------Time to say goodbye . . . .
.

It was already time for the DBSK
boys to leave. Gloria couldn�t help but feel sad. Her time with the DBSK boys
was finally over. Somehow she wanted to have a special memory of her time with
them. This was her first and last chance to be with them. She suddenly thought
of something.

She drew in a deep breath. Then she
slowly walked up to the boys.

�Uhmmm. . . excuse me,� she said
with a trembling voice.

U-Know quickly turned around to
look at Gloria. �Yes, what is it?�

�Uhmmm . . . can I have a picture
with you guys?� she boldly asked while holding her phone.

The other DBSK members quickly
gathered around Gloria.

�Sure,� Micky said with a smile.

�Hey, excuse me� but can you please
help us out. Can you please take a picture of us together with Gloria?� Max had
already asked a staff member.

The man immediately took Gloria�s
phone and quickly took several shots of Gloria with the DBSK boys.

After the DBSK boys had already
taken several pictures with Gloria, Max hurriedly took the phone from the staff
member.

�Hyung, Gloria . . . Smile,� he
said with a teasing smile.

Gloria didn�t know what to do. Xiah
had already placed his arms around her shoulder. She felt like she was melting
while he was holding her.

The few seconds seemed like
eternity for both Xiah and Gloria.

Micky suddenly tried to clear his
throat. He was trying to attract Xiah�s attention.

Xiah�s hand was still around
Gloria�s shoulder even though Max had already finished taking their picture.

Jaejoong turned around quickly to
hide his face which was already red. He was trying to stop himself from
laughing.

�Hyung . . . you can let go of
Gloria now,� Max said with a maddening grin on his face.

It was only then that Xiah realized
that he was still holding Gloria. He hurriedly took his hand off Gloria.

Gloria who was already red with
embarrassment just lowered her head.

�Thank you for a wonderful night,�
she uttered as she turned to face the boys and she slowly bowed down in front
of them.

The boys couldn�t explain what they
were feeling after seeing Gloria bow her head down to them.

�� Thank you . . . I will never
forget this� . . . for the rest of my
life,� she said. �Please take this . . . this is my gift for all of you.� She
then gave each of the boys an envelope. �This is my way of saying thank you for
everything.�

Xiah suddenly felt like something
struck his heart. Somehow what Gloria had said made his heart ache.

As Gloria slowly turned and walked
away . . . her heart was already saying goodbye.

�Thank you for a wonderful memory. I will never forget
this night for as long as I live. I have to say goodbye now, Xiah. I already
had the chance to meet you face to face. Even though I wasn�t able to tell you
how I really feel about you. . . I am still happy that I was able to spend some
of my time with you. Goodbye, Xiah. I will always remember you and I will
always pray for your success.�

�

------- Too late . . . .

After all the staff members left
the boys� room, they all decided to open the letters that Gloria gave them.

Xiah�s heart immediately stopped
after seeing what was inside the envelope he was holding.

Inside the envelope that Gloria
gave them was another envelope. The smaller envelope was hand made and hand
painted.

His heart was already screaming. He
easily recognized that letter. It was the same letter he had been continuously
waiting for each and every day . . . for the last 3 years.

�Hyung . . .� Max uttered as he
also recognized the letter he was holding.

Xiah quickly ran out of the room.
He needed to catch her. He had been waiting for this moment for the last 3
years. He couldn�t possibly pass up the chance.

The other DBSK members also ran
after Xiah. They knew they needed to help their friend. They knew they needed
to find Gloria for their friend.

Xiah ran as fast as he could. He
ran so fast like his entire life depended on it. He searched everywhere. He
searched every room in the personnel area. He even went to the grounds of the
dome.

The other DBSK members were already
helping him as well. All of them searched and searched. But failed . . . . She
was already gone. . . .

Somehow tears were trying to escape
Xiah�s eyes.

The other DBSK members saw the
desperation in Xiah�s eyes.

�Hyung, we can ask the head of the
production team . . .� Max said to Xiah.

Xiah nodded. He quickly ran to
where the production team�s room was. He found the old man still fixing his
things.

�Hyung,� Xiah immediately called
out.

�What�s wrong?� the old man asked
the DBSK boys.

�Gloria . . . Gloria . . . where
can I find her?� Xiah asked while trying to catch his breath.

The old man looked at Xiah
curiously. Then he slowly shook his head. �Honestly . . . I don�t know,� he
replied.

�But you said . . . that she�s the
daughter of your friend,� Max said.

�Sorry . . . I just said that so
not to cause any problems. The truth is . . . when I came here I found her
crying near the gate. She said that she came from Brunei just for the concert. But
she lost her ticket and her wallet . . . So I decided to help her out. She
seemed like a nice girl. And I really pitied her so I just made that story up
so she could enter the dome for free,� the old man explained.

Xiah felt like his heart was going
to explode.

�Sorry . . . I wasn�t able to help
you,� the old man said as he slowly turned and walked away.

Xiah felt like his entire body was
weakening. He suddenly fell down on his knees. He then cupped his face with his
two hands. He couldn�t accept that he already had his dream, but it just
slipped away.

Slowly his tears started falling
one by one . . . .

�Hyung,� Max uttered.

Xiah screamed. He was so angry. He
wanted to release the anger in his heart. He was so stupid not to notice. His
dream was already standing in front of him. But he just let her go . . . .

-------- Six months passed. . . .

Gloria silently stared at the
picture that she took together with the DBSK boys. She then sighed. Just like
what she promised her sister, she had already stopped writing to Xiah after she
returned from Japan.
She had stopped all her connections with the DBSK fan sites she used to go to.
And she had buried everything that was connected with the DBSK boys and
especially Xiah. She wanted to forget her silly dream of 3 years. But no matter
how hard she tried . . . she knew it was going to take a lot longer than just a
few months to be able to forget the only man she had ever loved.

�Gloria . . .� Michelle called out.

Gloria nervously hid the picture
she was holding. She didn�t want her sister to find out that she was still
thinking about Xiah.

�What is it?� she asked back.

�You have a package . . . .�
Michelle shouted.

�What?� Gloria asked with
curiosity. �Who could possibly send me a message?� she started to ask herself.

�It�s addressed to an Eiko . . .�
Michelle shouted again. �That�s your username isn�t it?�

Gloria quickly went out of her
room. �Where is it?� she asked.

�There,� Michelle pointed to a huge
box near the door.

�What?� Gloria asked with shock.

�Maybe someone sent you an
elephant,� Michelle said as a joke.

�Funny,� Gloria replied.

�Come on . . . Open it. I want to
see what�s inside,� Michelle said excitedly.

Gloria quickly opened the box with
the help of her sister. Her heart immediately stopped after seeing what was
inside. The whole box was filled with different letters. She carefully picked
one letter and opened it.

Her heart almost stopped after
seeing what was inside . . . Her fingers started to tremble as she slowly took
out what was contained in the letter she was holding.

Inside the envelope she was holding
were two letters . . . one was her own letter sent to Xiah years ago and the
other . . . she slowly opened the other one. It was a reply letter. It was
written personally by Xiah himself.

Gloria�s heart was pounding very
hard and was beating very fast. It seemed like she was running out of air to
breath.

One by one, Gloria opened all the
envelopes in the box she received. Xiah had actually read and made a reply
letter to all the letters she sent him. Then she noticed an envelope. It was
hand made and hand painted. But it wasn�t her letter. She quickly opened and
read it . . . .

�

Gloria,

�

I am sorry for not being able to reply to you sooner.
But you never gave me the chance. You never gave me your real name and where I
could reach you.

�

During the passed 3 years, I have continuously read
and answered your letters. But since I didn�t know where I could send them to,
I just decided to keep them and store them until the time came that I could
give them all to you personally.

�

Do you know that your letters made me smile whenever I
feel sad or tired? You kept me going during the times that I thought I couldn�t
go on anymore. Your words of encouragement gave me a never ending strength that
I could always rely on in times of trouble.

�

There are times that I wished I could see you and talk
to you face to face. It�s like whenever I read your letters I grow more and
more close to you. And as time passed by, it was only then that I realized that
I was already in love with you.

�

I know you might say that I am being silly with what I
am saying. But it is the truth. I love you. I love you no matter who you are
and what you are. I love you for the gentle and sweet nature that you have. I
love you for the comforting words that you have continuously showered me for
the passed 3 years.

�

Honestly I am quite sad now. You were already standing
before me but I didn�t know it. Why didn�t you tell me who you were? Do you
know that I have been searching for you for the passed 3 years? I have been in
love with you for a very long time now.

�

Please tell me honestly. Why did you suddenly
disappear? Do you know that I was going insane just thinking about why you
suddenly stopped sending me your letters. I was so worried that something bad
might have happened to you. I wanted to know where you were, but I didn�t know where
to start searching. I was so desperate to find you that I ended up going to
every site that you registered on. I was looking for any information that could
lead me in finding you.

�

I missed you Gloria or Eiko, whatever name you want me
to call you. What is important now is I finally found you. I have been going
crazy without you. I have been longing for you for the passed few months.

�

I need you. Please say that you will accept my love
for you. Or am I already too late? Do you have someone new in your life right
now? Is that the reason why you suddenly disappeared from my life. You made me
depend on you for the passed 3 years and you unexpectedly went out without even
a goodbye. Do you know how much I am hurting right now?

�

I love you, Gloria. Please come back to me.

�

�� Waiting for
you,

�� Xiah

�

Gloria�s eyes were already filled
with tears after she finished Xiah�s letter. �Xiah, I�m sorry,� was all she
could utter.

Michelle took her sister into her
arms.

�Michelle, I need to go and see him
. . .� Gloria said with a trembling voice. �I still love him. I am sorry. I
know I promised you that I will try to forget him. But the truth is . . . I
can�t. I love him too much. He is already inside my heart and soul. Please
understand,� Gloria said as tears continuously flowed from her eyes.

Michelle tried to calm her sister.
�It�s all right. I understand. The only reason why I kept on stopping you from
falling in love with him was because I was afraid that you will just end up
hurt. But I never realized that I was already hurting you in the process. I am
sorry. You can do what your heart tells you. Follow your heart. I know that you
have been unhappy these passed few months. And I am making you do something
that you didn�t want to. From now on, I am going to support you in whatever you
want to do.�

�Michelle, thank you,� Gloria said
as she embraced her sister tightly.

------The next day . . . . .

�Gloria, you have a guest,�
Michelle shouted.

Gloria who was busy packing her
things suddenly stopped. She didn�t want to be disturbed. She was going back to
Japan.
She was going to find a way to talk with Xiah. She needed to clear some things
with him. . . very important things.

�Gloria,� Michelle shouted again.
�You better go down this instant . . . or else you�re going to regret it for
the rest of your life.�

I'll be with you... forever.

Those five words echoed in his mind, again and again, like a
gong that never stops.

Those were the last words that she had spoken to him, her
last whispers before she vanished before his very own eyes, entering an
entirely different world from his. There was no disappearing in a gush of wind,
or vanishing in a puff of smoke. Hell, there wasn't even any residue left
behind for which he can keep as a memory, she just vanished in his very arms.
One moment, they were locked together in an embrace, the next minute, he was
clutching thin air.

He looked out at the sea, at the rolling waves that never
cease. He took in a deep breath, inhaling the salty breeze of the sea water. He
could still feel her imprints on him, her gentle fingers where they had held
onto him last, before she vanished into nothingness. The strawberry scent of
her hair was still clear in his mind, empowering and strong, covering the
saltiness of the sea. If he closed his eyes, he could still remember the touch
of her body against his, all her curves and edges fitting perfectly into his.
He could remember the feel of the fine strands of her hair in his hands, the
delicate smoothness of her skin when he had pressed his face against the nape
of her neck. It was as if she was right there in his arms, hugging him back,
when indeed, she was gone, forever. The sudden feeling of loss was so
overwhelming he felt himself stumble. He could remember her perfectly, but yet,
he couldn't remember when had it all started.

�You'd remember it eventually... I trust you...� She had
said to him.

But how?

The whole thing had happened at the speed of light, so fast,
that it was over before he knew it. It had barely started, and then, she was
gone. It was only last night when he first cast eyes on her, a shimmery figure
who had appeared out of nowhere as he was having a lonely supper, scaring the
lights out of him. It had taken him awhile before he finally realized she was
harmless, and when he had finally gotten use to her, she left, leaving him in a
whirlwind of emotions.

Funny, really, how I had been reluctantly pulled into
this, and how reluctant I am now for it to be over.

�

�Hyung,� the young man whispered, shaking the sleeping
figure on the bed next to his gently. When there was no response, he continued
shaking, this time harder.

�Hyungie ah,� he raised his voice just slightly louder than
a whisper, so as to not wake the other sleeping occupants of the house.

Still, the figure would not stir.

�What if� He�s not�
dead... is he?� he thought in alarm.

Shaken by the sudden thought, he quickly placed a finger
under the sleeping man�s nose, his hand trembling slightly as his heart start
to race a million miles away. He held his breath, waiting, and after a few
agonizing seconds which felt like years, he gushed out a sigh in relief as a
light brush of warm breath swept his finger.

He straightened his back and stood silently still as he
stared down at the face shrouded in darkness, partly illuminated by the gentle
touch of the crescent moon that was hanging on the night sky outside. In the
silence, the soft snore that had been inaudible earlier was comfortingly loud,
and there was never a more beautiful and peaceful sleeping face as that of the
young man on the bed.

The mesmerizing effect caused a warmth that had been
unlikely in this cold wintry night to spread through his icy cold body, and
inevitably, he felt a smile starting to crawl into his face. However, it all
lasted for but one minute before a loud growl suddenly pierced through the
silence,and despite the darkness, he felt a flush rising up his face.

�Hyung,� he shook the sleeping figure again, a hint of
urgency lacing his voice. �Wake up!'

A soft groan was heard in reply as the sleeping man turned
in his sleep, and the next thing he knew, a loud thud echoed across the room.

�

THUMP!

�Arrhhh.... OUCHHHH!!!!!!�

�Omo, hyung, are you alright?!� He asked nervously as the
light over their heads flickered on and he caught himself staring at the
beautiful face that had mesmerized him earlier; only this time, the face was no
longer peaceful. No, in fact, he looked downright outraged.

He gulped.

�Aish! Micky YooChun! What were you thinking?! It's 2 in the
morning!� JaeJoong whisper-yelled at him.

�I'm sorry! You wouldn't wake up! I didn't push you down...
you ROLLED down the bed yourself...� Micky mumbled in reply, his head lowered,
twiddling his thumbs.

�Aish... what's wrong anyway? Why aren't you sleeping?�

Micky slowly lifted his face to him, grinning.

�I'm hungry. You wanna get supper?

�I can't believe I'm cooking at 2 in the morning... We're
doomed if our house gets another ChangMin...� JaeJoong grumbled to himself
under his breath as he placed himself at the kitchen, tying a pink apron over
his body. He yawned; it had been a long day and he was knackered. The image of
his warm comfortable bed entered his mind, and he longed to jump under the
covers and sleep like there's no tomorrow.

It's 2 in the morning and he just had supper a few hours
ago... How can he be hungry already?! He can't be going through puberty again,
can he? I mean, isn't he abit too old for that now?

A few minutes later, a bowl of steaming hot ramen sat on the
table. Micky bounced over to the table looking like a happy little boy who had
just gotten an early birthday present, his nose eagerly sniffing the
mouth-watering aroma. Had JaeJoong not been so eager to resume his beauty
sleep, he would have been sorely tempted to join in as well.

Micky's face dropped at the sight of the single bowl on the
table.

�Hyung! There's only one bowl!� He exclaimed, staring
accusingly at JaeJoong.

He looked at the younger man, baffled. �What, isn't one bowl
enough?!�

�Aren't you going to eat too?� He asked, pouting slightly.

�Why don't you get Minnie to join you instead?�

�He's sleeping like a log, he doesn't want to wake up. He
said he's tired. Tsk.�

�Junsu and Yunho?�

�You know they don't like supper...�

Micky looked up at JaeJoong hopefully.

�Well...� JaeJoong uttered. �I'm tired too.�

Micky stabbed violently at the noddle, causing the soup to
splash all over the table.

�Shoot...� he cursed under his breath as he quickly reached
for a cloth to wipe the table clean. Eating alone is no fun, and he felt
annoyed that no one would join him for supper, not even the food lover
ChangMin. He stared at the bowl of noodle, barely touched, having lost his
appetite. Heaving a sigh, he stood up and reached for the bowl, deciding that
he didn't want to eat anymore.

�Aren't you going to finish eating?� A light tinkling voice
suddenly interjected the lonely silence, causing Micky to jump in fright.

He quickly twisted his body to the back, so fast, that he
heard a loud sharp 'crack'.

�Shoot!� He cursed for the second time, this time clutching
his waist in pain. �Owwww...� he moaned, wondering if he broke his waist.

�Are you alright?� the foreign shimmery voice tinkled again,
interlined with concern.

Micky glanced up and felt his heart froze.

Am I dreaming?

�

�Annyeong,� the girl smiled sweetly, her head tilted
slightly to the right as she lifted her right hand and waved vigorously in
greeting.

He stared back, his eyes opened saucer-wide, and his mouth
gaping open in a silent scream. He tried to work his dry throat, but to no
avail. It was as if all his body organs were going on strike; none would listen
and abide to his command.

�Ttcchttt... tchooo....� he choked when he finally found his
voice, words tumbling out in a jumbled mess.

She laughed humorously at his incoherent response, her eyes
closed in a beautiful arch. Micky grabbed the opportunity to observe her,
drinking in details of her like a dehydrated man.

Sitting on the table by the window, she was clad in a sun
dress that was absolutely inappropriate in this wintry weather, the light
pastel colours clinging to her pale fair skin, giving her an overall sweet but
yet, somehow, sickly image.

�Not a downright pretty girl... but she's alright,�
Micky found himself thinking.

There was something quite different about her that he
couldn't place, something that kept his eyes glued to her like he usually would
to an exotic beauty, and it was a few moments later when he finally realized
what was wrong with her: her body looked solid, but there was a slight
transparency as he gazed at her unblinkingly, and the edges of her body
shimmered.

He gulped nervously as the sudden realization flitted into
his mind.

�Please don't tell me I'm looking at a ghost,� he
thought.

�Oh God, please help me, there's a ghost in our house...
Oh God oh God...� he prayed fervently.

As if reading his mind, she stopped laughing and looked at
him.

�I'm sorry... please don't be scared... I didn't mean to
scare or hurt you...� she uttered softly, gazing at him through her big brown
eyes.

�W-what are you?� he blurted abruptly, his hand slowly
inching across the table behind him for a knife or weapon of some sort.

Do knifes work on ghosts? No? Oh my God... I'm doomed...

�I'm-� she started to say, but Micky cut across her.

�Are... are you... a... g-ghost?� he stuttered, his heart
skipping a beat at the word 'ghost'; ghosts leave him bad memories that he'd
rather not reminisce.

She stared at him, holding his gaze, intense, until he
finally had to look away.

�I... yes... I'm... a ghost,� she sighed. �But,� she
hurriedly continue. �I'm... a nice ghost. I don't harm people.�

Especially not you...

�So... you're kind of like Casper?� he asked,
stalling for time, as he inched away slowly towards his room.

�I guess you can put it that way,� she said with a friendly
smile.

�But... who are you? Why are you here? What do you want?�

�I have always been here, Micky... You just never noticed.�

SeoHyun stood up gingerly, and in that short second, she
caught Micky's eyes flickering to her feet, before flitting back to her face.

She smiled.

�I do step on the ground, Micky,� she answered his unspoken
question as she slowly made her way towards him.

Micky's eyes widened with alarm and he quickly took a step
backwards.

�W-what are you doing? Don't come here... don't come near
me... Shoo! Go away!� He yelled, forgetting about his sleeping inmates, as he
brandished the knife that he had managed to grab infront of him like a sword.

He sounded like a coward, hell, he even felt like one, but
he was too scared to be bothered and be embarrassed about it. Besides, there
was no one around to witness his cowardice anyway; there was only him and the
female Casper
in the room, and probably more invisible ghosts that he'd rather not know
around.�

He shuddered at the thought that there might be one standing
just behind him right now, breathing down his neck.

As she continued to walk (�I thought ghosts float?� he
thought.) towards him, he made a grab for the cushion on one of the wooden
dining chair and flung it at her. It hit her square in the face and
surprisingly, bounced off, as if she was a solid person, but yet, she continued
advancing towards him. He gasped, backing away.

�Please... Micky... I won't harm you... Won't you just...
give me a chance and listen to me? You knew me once, you trusted me before.
Won't you trust me just this one more time? Please... Micky?�

�Hyung, are you alright? You look sick,� ChangMin said,
peering closely at Micky.

�What time did you finish eating last night? I didn't hear
you entering the room,� JaeJoong added.

ChangMin gasped at JaeJoong words, before rounding on Micky.
�What? You ate last night? As in supper?!?!! Why didn't you wake me up?!� He
glared at Micky.

�Don't be an idiot. Obviously I asked you. You said 'no'.
You even kicked me away,� Micky uttered exasperatedly.

�I said that?!� ChangMin exclaimed, startled, conveniently
ignoring the more pressing matter that he had kicked the older man. �I said no?
How could I have said no?!�

�Urgh... shut up, Min. It's 7 in the morning. You're noisy,�
Junsu interrupted, hitting the grumbling ChangMin lightly on the head.

Micky felt a wave of appreciation towards Junsu; he didn't
think he could cope with anything else, not after the traumatic night that he
had had a few hours ago. He was still trying to get his mind around the fact
that he is going on a 'date' with a ghost in a few hours time.

�Good morning, boys!� Yunho boomed loudly as he entered the
kitchen where the other four boys were crowding in.

�It's Valentine's day and we have to work!� he complained,
grabbing a slice of bread from the table. �I can't believe manager hyung is so
evil, keeping us in on Valentine's-� he paused. �-Yah, Chunnie-ah, are you
sick?�

�Hyung... I don't think I can make it to practice today. I
hurt my waist,� Micky said apologetically, ignoring his question.

�What? What happened? How did you hurt yourself?� JaeJoong
quickly asked, his eyebrows creased with worry.

�Don't worry about it, it's just a little strain. I'll be
alright with some rest. I'm sorry you guys will have to cancel practice because
of me...� He looked up at Yunho. �I guess you're going to have your Valentine's
day after all, hyung,� he smiled feebly.

�Ahh...� Yunho nodded. It was clear that he was trying to
stop the smile that was threatening to form, but to no avail. �I'll go and
inform manager hyung then...� he said as he walked towards the living room with
a little skip.

Junsu looked at Yunho's retreating figure before turning
back towards the others, looking confused. �Why is hyung so eager for
Valentine's day anyway? He doesn't even have a girlfriend.�

Micky had been standing under the bus stop for the past half
an hour, fidgeting endlessly. 5 buses had already came and left, and yet, there
was still no sign of her. He was beginning to wonder if last night had
actually been a dream, when the voice which had became familiar to him since
last night suddenly sounded in his ear.

�I'm sorry, did you wait long?�

Micky spun around, and felt a sharp pain in his waist again.
He winced.

�What does half an hour sound like to you?� He asked
grumpily, annoyed.

�Well... when you've been waiting for something for 5 years,
half an hour actually feels like one second,� she replied sweetly.

Micky rolled his eyes. �What took you so long anyway? I
thought you said to meet you here at 10 in the morning?� He arched his eyebrow
as he looked at her, waiting for an explanation, though he couldn't for his
life think of one.

What do ghosts do in their free time anyway? I mean...
they don't sleep... right?

�I lost track of time and overslept,� she grinned
sheepishly. �Sorry.�

Micky double-took. �YOU SLEEP?!� he sputtered, staring at
her incredulously. �And there I was thinking that ghosts are lucky that they
don't need any beauty sleep.�

�We don't need to, but old habits die hard, you see.� Her
grin widened.

Micky laughed. In spite of himself, his fear of her began to
ebb away. In fact, although he wouldn't admit it, he actually enjoyed her
company, enjoyed talking to her, and liked her infectious laughter. Somewhere
along the way last night, the warmth that never ceased to radiate from her soul
had begun to thaw his frozen heart.

�So... what's first on the list?� Micky asked when they
reached the fair, pulling his fedora hat lower down his face to hide his
features, just so he wouldn't be recognized by anyone and cause havoc.

�Let's go and take the merry-go-round!� she said happily,
bouncing on her feet.

�What?!�

�The merry-go-round! You know, the one with horses and
carriages and goes around in circles?� Her arms gestured wildly.

�I know what a merry-go-round is,� Micky snapped. �It's a
KIDDY game. I'm 22.�

�I know. That's why I like it. Come on, you promised!� She
pouted, battering her eyelashes at him.

He groaned.

What on earth have I gotten myself into?

�Oh God... fine. Let's go for your merry-go-round then.
Whoop-dee-doo-hoo!� Sarcasm creamed his fake cheer.

They took the merry-go-round 5 times, and then the ferris
wheel another 5 times. Never in his life had he felt more like a kid; in fact,
a wave of embarrassment washed through him every time one of the little kids on
the same ride turned to stare at him. By the time they were done, Micky was
beetroot red with humiliation, and hiding his face underground like ostriches
do became a sore temptation.

�Oppa, let's take the-�

�Please don't go for another ferris wheel. Or another
merry-go-round. Or anything else for that matter. I need a break,� Micky cut
through her words, flopping down onto a nearby bench and rubbing his eyes,
trying to stop the incessant spinning.

�I was going to say let's take the cable car to the other
side for lunch, but since you said no...� SeoHyun shrugged and looked up at the
sky, whistling.

�Did you just say lunch?�

She turned to him and smiled knowingly. �I thought you
didn't want to go for anything else?�

�Yes, but then again, lunch is a totally different story.
Come on, let's go. I'm so famished I can eat a cow.�

They sat across one another by the window in the little
rustic cafe up the hill, a slow melody playing softly in the background.

�This would have been romantic if I wasn't actually here
with a ghost...� Micky snorted to himself. �Valentine's with a ghost...
what a perfect story for my future grandkids. I'll make a downright cool
grandpa.�

He looked down at the mouth-watering plate of steak in front
of him, and then looked back up at SeoHyun.

�Aren't you going to eat?�

�Nope. We ghosts don't need to eat,� she claimed proudly.

�Then what are you going to do here?�

�Stare at you.�

�Stare at me?! That's... urh... that sounds very comfortable,�
Micky said sarcastically.

�Well, atleast you won't be eating alone.�

-Silence-

�Can I ask you something?�

�Fire away.�

�How did you die?�

�You can ask anything but that.�

�Hey! That's not a reply! You said I can ask you anything!�

�Yeah, but I didn't say I'll reply to all of them.�

�I don't like talking to you.�

�Because I'm too smart?�

�No. Because.... just because.�

Why do I start talking like a kid when I'm with her?

�

-Silence-

�Come on... just tell me a little bit.�

�Anything but that, Micky.�

�Why?�

�Just because.�

�FINE. If you're not going to tell me... stop staring at my
face, you're scaring me.�

�You can't tell my eyes what not to do.�

�Then I shall leave.�

�Then I'm going to haunt you for the rest of your life.�

�I'm not scared of you,� Micky lied. Seohyun broke her gaze
and gave him a 'yeah right' look, one eyebrow raised.

-Silence-

�You seriously should stop staring at me, you're freaking me
out.�

�I committed suicide.�

Her reply had came so sudden and unexpected that Micky
choked on his steak. He made a grab for his glass of water and gulped it down.

�WHAT?!�

�5 years ago, I committed suicide by slitting my wrist.� She
repeated monotonously.

Micky remained silent and still, staring at her. He was
afraid to make a move, as if a slight movement will break the spell. However,
she said nothing else.

�Err... is that all?� he asked tentatively when it seemed
like she wasn't going to continue her story.

�That's all I can tell.�

�Right.�

-Silence-

�Can anyone else see you?�

�Nope.�

�NO?!�

�Nope.�

�So all this time I've been here talking to you loudly in
public...�

�To everyone else, you're a crazy man talking to an
imaginary friend. It's a good thing, if you think about it. It helps hide your
identity as a� famous star.�

�Right. Good to know,� Micky replied dryly.

�Can't you just stop looking at me for one minute?�

�No.�

�Why not?�

�I'm afraid that the moment I look away, I'll lose you.�

�I won't run away. I made a promise, I stick to it.�

�I know you won't. I trust you.�

�Then what's the problem?�

�It's me I don't have faith in. I'm afraid that the moment I
look away, my memory will start to seep like running water.�

-Silence-

�What happens when you die?�

�You go to heaven. Or you reincarnate.�

�OHH... so it's true? Reincarnation does happen? It's not
just another ghost myth?�

�Apparently so. Not 'just another ghost myth'.�

�Why aren't you reincarnated then? You've been dead for,
what, 5 years?�

�I was waiting.�

�For what?�

�To build courage.�

�You need courage to reincarnate?! Whoa...�

SeoHyun shot him an are-you-stupid look.

�NO. I was building my courage to see you.�

�See me?!! WHY?!?!�

�Because,� Seohyun said as her brown eyes bored into Micky's
dark ones. �I loved you.�

Valentine's wish:

Watch sunset by the beach.

�You only have 3 Valentine wishes?� Micky asked, as he stole
a glance at the paper in SeoHyun's hand. �This is the last one? Why so little?�

�Because... these are the 3 activities that we always did
together.�

Micky looked out towards the horizon.

�Did we really once knew one another?� He asked softly.

She nodded.

�I... I can't remember anything about it...� He said, a
touch of regret in his voice.

�But you will... eventually. I trust you.�

He stared at the golden sun hanging in the sky, a golden egg
yolk that brightens everything in its path. Somewhere in the deep recesses of
his mind, he knew that the end was coming soon. The end of the day when he
would have to say goodbye to Seohyun, and somehow, he knew that it'd be the
last time he sees her. He just didn't want to acknowledge the fact. It was as
if if he remains obstinate, she might never have to leave at all.

They sat in silence on the fine sandy beach, watching the
sun sinking, as the sky turned from a golden yellow to pitch darkness,
illuminated only by the crescent moon and the sheet of stars that dotted the
sky.

SeoHyun turned towards Micky, and in the darkness, her eyes
twinkled as bright as the distant stars.

Tears, he realised.

�Well... that's it then. Thank you, Micky, for giving me
this Valentine's. I'm sorry... I took so much of your time.�

Micky voice caught in his throat, his struggle to push back
the tears kept him from managing a reply.

He couldn't understand the building sadness in him;
afterall, he barely knows her, and hadn't he been reluctant to be here in the
first place? So what in the world was happening to him?

SeoHyun pushed herself up and stood staring down at him.
Extending her right hand, she attempted a feeble smile.

�Thanks,� she expressed her gratitude once again, her voice
sounding somewhat strangled. �I'll remember this night forever... Thank you.�

Micky followed suit and pushed himself up. Slowly, he lifted
up his right hand as well and reached out for hers. His hands slipped into
hers, and he was surprised to find it warm and solid. His shock must have shown
in his face, for SeoHyun chuckled.

�Yeah... I'm solid and not icy cold. Another ghost myth, I
suppose,� she nodded intelligibly.

Micky joined in the laughter. �I guess I was watching too
much of Harry Potter.�

Their laughter eventually died into the night, as they
stared at one another, neither wanting to let go of the other's hand.

Suddenly, impulsively, something inside him snapped, as if
whatever that had been holding him back earlier broke, and he pulled at her
hand, enveloping her into a tight embrace.

He held on tight, and slowly, he felt her arms wrap around
him as well. He shivered, not from the cold, but from the knowledge of how
surreal all this was. He was hugging a ghost, but yet, she felt every part as
real and solid as he is, and somehow, he felt contented in her arms. There was
moisture on his shoulder, and it took him a minute before he realized that she
was crying her heart out. He tightened his hold, not caring if he was crushing
her. He tried to think of something to say, but then, what was the use in it
when they were now already at the point of no return? Somehow, he had been the
reason she had stayed behind for this past 5 years, it was time to let her go.
It wasn't fair to hold her back any longer.

�Thank you... Thank you...� she sobbed. Gently pushing away
from him, she looked up into his eyes, deep down into his soul. She placed a
hand over where his heart is, and leaned forward. �Thank you... for granting
this last wish for me, Micky... I'm sorry, and take care... You'll always have
my heart... and I'll be with you... forever... Goodbye... Micky...� she
whispered, his name sounding like a lullaby in her voice. She gingerly reached
up to his face, her fingers gently tracing over his features like the tip of a
featherbrush. They stopped at his lips; her fingers had by now turned icy cold.
Slowly, she tiptoed and leaned onto him, her lips softly touching his.

His eyes slid shut, savouring the kiss, trying to plant into
his mind this feeling forever. It felt magical, lined with sadness and
lonelines at the border of it. Had he been given the chance, he wished that the
whole galaxy would stop resolving at this very moment, that time would stop,
and the world would freeze over. Anything, just so he can remain in this position
forever.

It lasted for barely 5 seconds, and then, the touch of her
lips was gone. The weight that had been leaning onto him just a second ago
disappeared, the warmth of her body became cold air. All that was left of the
bizarre journey was the memory of her, and the imprint of her kiss.

The day had begun to break; dawn was approaching and the the
first hint of a purplish yellow glow could be seen stretched across the sky.
Micky had been lying at the very same spot for the past hours, staring up at the
vast expanse of blackness that threatened to engulf him, wondering if SeoHyun
was up there now, laughing her infectious laughter.

A sudden shriek brought him back to his senses, and he
turned to see 2 little kids running around together, a girl and a boy, both
barely older than 6. He noticed their parents standing not faraway, under the
very tree where he had held SeoHyun just hours ago. As he looked on at the two
innocent children, running and throwing sand into the air, a memory began to
stir in his mind, a long line of polaroid pictures sliding before his mind's
eye . A memory that had been locked away long ago, buried so deep into the
recesses of his mind, that as the clock ticked and the Earth spun on its
slanted axis, as the seconds turned into minutes, minutes turned into hours and
the hours everntually resolving into days and years, he had forgotten about its
very existence. A memory of many years ago when he was still surrounded by
innocence, and shared a life with his best friend and sweetheart, SeoHyun.

Their lives had crosspathed one day when they were 5, both
brought to the beach by their parents for a picnic. At that young age, they had
became instant friends. The close bond they shared strengthened when they both
went to the same kindergarten, and then the same elementary school, and soon
enough, they were inseperable, as if they were siamese twins stuck together at
the hips. But, fate wasn't through with them, and the two young soulmates were
cast to opposite ends of the world when Micky was brought over to America
at the age of 10. Lonely and lost, fueled by the heartbreaking fact that she
never contacted him in any way, he begun to shun her aside in his memory, and
it wasn't long before he forgot entirely who she was.

He slumped back down onto the sand, weighed down by his
sudden realization. He was ashamed, that unlike him, his childhood sweetheart
had never forgotten him afterall. The sudden sense of loss spread through him
like a series of never-ending waves, each time more intense than the last,
threatening to drown him, and before he knew it, he was desperately gasping for
air. A drop of water dropped onto his palm; he had started to cry, the tears
coming in torrents.

His heart ached, the very heart that had been transplanted
into him 5 years ago, the powerhouse behind his very existence.

SeoHyun died 5 years ago... She comitted suicide and died
5 years ago...

At the same time when I was dying...

What are the odds that the heart I'm carrying now is
actually her heart?

Like a little booklet, he started leafing through every
conversation they had had in the past 24 hours, looking for clues and piecing
the missing pieces together.

She said that I will always have her heart... Had she
meant it literally as well?

The realization that she had died to give him life, that the
very heart keeping him alive right now and part of the blood that is pulsating
through his veins had once been in her body, was too much to take in. The
knowledge of it was so painful, so sickening and overwhelming, that Micky began
to puke. It was so overbearing, so shocking, that he didn't even know how to
cry; he had ran out of tears and felt numb of emotions. He looked at his hands;
was it his imagination or were they covered with blood? SeoHyun's blood?

I killed her... I killed her...

I'm a murderer...

Because of me... she's not here anymore...

I'm sorry, SeoHyun... I'm sorry... I'm sorry...

He puked again, as thin trails of tears slowly made their
way down his cheeks.

When there was nothing left to puke, he looked up at the
sky. Cupping his hands around his mouth, he screamed at the top of his lungs,
letting his emotions run wild, letting his anger out at the whole world, at
God, at himself, for playing with his life this way. He screamed until his
began to throat hurt and he ran out of breath. He screamed, until he could
scream no more.

And then, in a daze, he stumbled home, back to the boys, the
one place where he knew he'd soon be able to heal with time.

The door opened and Micky tumbled through it into the arms
of Junsu who quickly steadied him.

�Chunnie, are you alright? Where did you go last night?! We
were worried!�

At the thought of last night, pictures of SeoHyun clouded
into his mind once more, threatening to drown him. This time, in the arms of
his best friend who was more like a brother than anything else, the dam broke
and he began to cry out loud. The other three boys quickly came to see what was
happening, and when they discovered the sobbing Micky, they surrounded him in a
group hug. They kept quiet, letting him cry his sorrow until there was nothing
left in him. His sobs pierced through the otherwise silent room, saturated with
pain and regret. They remained in that position for hours, until Micky ran out
of tears and exhaustion takes a toll on him, dragging him into deep slumber.

He felt at home in the arms of his friends, and his emotions
were finally back on leashes. He hadn't gotten over the fact that he had killed
his first love, and his heart was still punctured with gaping holes, but
atleast, the holes had stopped growing, and his soul had finally stopped
leaking away. The scars will be there to stay forever, but he knew, with his
friends around him, he'll be okay. Eventually. He knew, with genuine certainty,
that whatever it is that happens, the four of them will always be there for
him. And for that, he is forever grateful.

I remember you now, SeoHyun...

Forgive me... for not remembering you earlier...

He'll heal with time, he knows he will.

SeoHyun had given up her life for him, and for her, he'll
live a fulfilling life. He swore not to let her down, not to let her sacrifice
be in vain. For her, he'd live, strong and happy, always.

Despite everything that happened, SeoHyun's soul will always
be with him, in his heart, the heart that they shared, flowing through him
every second of the day, closer than ever. A part of her will always be fused
to him, their souls intertwined. And for him, that was more than enough.

Be happy, SeoHyun... take care.

11 Years of Forgotten Valentines

2009-02-07T10:22:00Z

Late one night, a young boy opened the door of a little
girl�s bedroom door. Soft light shone into the dark pink room. He tip toed
quietly to the side of the sleeping girl.

�I will be back and make you my bride�� he whispered
softly into her ears, kiss her forehead gently and left the room.

--------------------------------10
years later--------------------------------

�Let�s break up.�

19 year-old Choi Hyo Rin looked up to her boyfriend, Park
Yoo Chun.

�Heh? What did you say?� she asked him.

�Let�s end our relationship� Let us both go our own way��
he said softly, with a look of regret on his face.

Hyo Rin stared at her boyfriend blankly. She couldn�t
register what he had just said; she could not believe what just poured out of
his lips.

�WHAT?� Hyo Rin shrieked in disbelieve, about a minute
later. Yoo Chun looked at her guiltily for a moment then took a sip off his Long Island.

They had never quarreled. They had been tolerant to each
other. HE never once looked at another girl, and HE didn�t even mind SHE looked
at other guys. [=_=;;] That particular day was even their 365th day/anniversary
of being together. So why break up now?

�You�you have a new girlfriend?� Hyo Rin�s stuttered with
her words.

�No�� he answered softly.

�You are bored with me?�

�No��

�THEN WHAT! Is there anything you don�t like bout me? You
can s�� Hyo Rin words were as fast as the train, her heart pounding heavily.

�I have a new boyfriend,� he said finally.

*~*silence*~*

Hyo Rin stared at Yoo Chun with a Did-I-Hear-Wrongly look.

�Ha..ha� Stop kidding, oppa,� Hyo Rin forced out a nervous
laugh.

�No I�m not, Rin,� Yoo Chun said seriously. Hyo Rin
stopped laughing and gulped down air down her dry throat.

�I�I thought I can escape from abnormality of being a
homosexual when I obliged myself to love a girl� but it seemed that it�s
impossible� I don�t wanna lie to you any longer, Rin, that I can barely treat
you more of a sister�� Yoo Chun said painfully and put his hands on his face,
looking down onto the floor.

Hyo Rin jaw must have swept the floor hearing that.

�Yoo�yoo�Chu��

�YOO CHUN!� a dolphin-like squeak was heard from a
distance away. Both of them looked up upon hearing Yoo Chun�s name being
called.

A thin guy with cute face sliding passed the crowd towards
them smilingly.

He�s thin but had a tough body�cute but charismatic
face�he�t cute but isn�t he too manly to compare to a girl? Which part of him
did Yoo Chun compared me to?

�YOO CHUNNIE!!� the stranger flung himself at Yoo Chun
that was sitting opposite of Hyo Rin, exposing his�

*GASP* THAT WAS WHAT HE COMPARED ME TO! WHAT A KAMO
BUTT!!

Sub-consciously Hyo Rin grabbed her own butt. Face flushed
with embarrassment and anger.

�Ah, Jun Su ya�� greeted Yoo Chun, giving him a peck on
the cheek. Hyo Rin could have just fainted there and then.

--------------------------------------2
hours later--------------------------------------

�Park Yoo Chun you PABO!!! PABO PABO PABOOOOOOO!!!� cursed
drunk Hyo Rin while walking aimlessly at the cold street. An urge to throw up
came up and she puked at that instant.

�Ugh�� she groaned and fell onto the floor into
sub-consciousness. A tall figure appeared beside him, sighed and picked her up,
piggy-back her all the way back to her house.

�Oppa�� she mumbled and snuggled into the warm back of the
guy.

�

--------------------------------------The
Next Morning--------------------------------------

9 year-old Hyo Rin was sobbing softly while being
piggy-backed by a boy.

�Don�t cry ok? We will get your knee treated when we get
home. Meanwhile, take this, it�s a magic remedy that will make you feel the
pain no longer,� said the boy, giving lithe Hyo Rin a lollipop. Hyo Rin smiled
naively.

*Ring Riiinnnnnggggg RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINGGGGGGGGG*

Hyo Rin woke up in a jump, her head hurt so much it can just
explode. She hit her alarm clock to snooze and slowly dragged herself out of
bed.

I gotta get a new alarm that doesn�t ring when I didn�t
set it�

She went into the bathroom and sleepily turned on the tap
to wash her face and brush her teeth.

Who�s that boy that always appears in my dream? He�s
always so sweet in my dream...

*brush brush*

Who�s that?

*brush brush*

Who�s that?

*brush brush*

Who�s that?

*brush brush*

Who�s� *GASP*

HOW DID I GET HOME YESTERDAY?!

She rinsed her mouth and ran to search her house. Living
room, hallway, porch, balcony�nobody. She shrugged, thinking she must had
staggered home all by herself and walked into the kitchen; she looked up and
was shocked out of her wits.

A tall man with muscular body and short stylish hairstyle,
wearing a baby green hoodie and white pocketed pants standing in front of her,
taking out sandwiches she figured he bought. He had such a handsome face, with
a warm smile that melted every girl�s heart.

A sudden flash of a boy�s face sprint through her mind�
somebody she seemed to have forgotten�

�Oh! Hey, you�re up,� he said. Hyo Rin jumped for a
moment. A vague memory of a tall guy picking her up at the street the night
before flashed through her mind.

�Ah! Good morning! Sor..sorry for causing you trouble
yesterday! I�m�I�m Hyo Rin!� Hyo Rin spluttered nervously, bowing clumsily.

He looked at her interestingly, but with deep
disappointment in his heart.

She doesn�t remember me�

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

�YUNNIE!!� Hyo Rin called out, running towards the tall
handsome man that picked her up from the street and brought her home almost a
year before. Yun Ho smiled at her as she reached him. Clinging to his arm, they
started walking towards the station.

�Mum will be happy to see you, she had been inviting you
again and again ever since our last home-visit,� said Hyo Rin. Yun Ho laughed,
wrapping his muffler around her to keep her warm from the February cold.

�You�re mum�s cooking is the best, can�t help thinking
bout it,� Yun Ho complimented. Hyo Rin snuggled closer to him.

She couldn�t believe that Yun Ho and herself shared the
same hometown. She didn�t even know it until he spoke in dialect with her mum
the last visit home. And her parents seemed to be know him so well and liked
him a lot, she was puzzled but didn�t ask anything, as long as they gave them
two a �YES�. She couldn�t explain why, but he had a familiarity of someone she
can�t seem to remember of.

That night they returned to Yun Ho�s apartment after
dinner with Hyo Rin�s family. Hyo Rin woke up early the next morning to make
themselves the first Valentines breakfast together. Yun Ho suddenly barged out
of the house hurriedly as she was almost done fixing breakfast.

�YUN�I wonder why he�s in such a rush�� she just mumbled.

Hyo Rin put on a robe and walked out to the balcony to
catch some fresh air. Her sight fell on a couple a distance away from the
apartment, a tall man and a young lady around her age.

The girl passed something to Yun Ho�s hands, hugged him
and gave him a kiss on the cheek. Hyo Rin heart crashed into pieces when she
saw that. She was betrayed. Tears unknowingly formed in her eyes. She went back
to the house and sat down on the couch. Holding back her tears.

Yun Ho opened the door and saw Hyo Rin on the couch, and
quickly stuffed what was in his hands into the pocket of his jacket.

�Yah! You are awake!� Yun Ho said happily, trying to give
her a hug from the back, but was pushed off roughly by Hyo Rin.

�Who was that?� Hyo Rin said coolly, still with her back
to him. Yun Ho gulped.

�Er�who? There wasn�t anyone�I was just taking a
stroll�HM�What a lovely breakfast!� said Yun Ho, trying to cover up.

What a bad liar�Can�t he be more creative?

Hyo Rin got up and threw the couch pillows at him. Tears
streaming down her cheeks.

�YOU LIAR! I SAW YOU GUYS WERE SO INTIMATE!� she grabbed
the CDs on the TV table and threw at him.

�WAIT! RIN! WAIT! I CAN EXPLAIN!� Yun Ho tried to talk.

�YOU GUYS WERE ALL LIAR! PABO!!!� she unknowingly took a
glass decoration and threw it at Yun Ho. It hit him hard on the forehead. He
fell back onto the floor and was bleeding.

Hyo Rin stopped and was petrified, ran towards unconscious
Yun Ho, shook him panicky.

�OPPA! OPPA! GET UP! GET UP!�

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

-At the hospital-

Yun Ho had a plastered forehead, but nothing was
death-threatening, the doctor assured Hyo Rin. It was just that coincidently
Hyo Rin�s throw hit exactly at his old wound.

Old wound? I wonder why�

Hyo Rin had called her parents, asking them to come over
as she couldn�t contact Yun Ho�s family. She was confused and troubled to think
straight as her lover had not yet wake up. She was worried that her temper had
been over-board. She put her head on his right hand and dozed off while waiting
for him to wake up. In her sleep, she dreamt, she dreamt of something from long
ago�

Something she had once chose to lock up deep in her
memory�

----11 years before----

�OPPA WAIT UP!� Hyo Rin ran after Yun Ho who was going to
the park near her house.

11 years old Yun Ho was temporarily staying with Hyo Rin�s
family when his parents was away overseas, preparing to bring him and his
sister along as personal residence there.

It was late November, with some snow just fell the night
before. The park was slippery and covered with some ice. Yun Ho scooped up some
ice and made several snowballs. He threw one at Hyo Rin, hitting her knitted
jumper. Soon after, they had snowball fight.

�HAHAHA! HERE I COME!� Hyo Rin bent down and picked up a
�snowball�, and threw it at Yun Ho without checking what it really was.

�OUCH!� Yun Ho shouted in pain when it hit his forehead
and bent down holding on tight to his forehead. Hyo Rin figured something was
not right and ran to him. It appeared that the �snowball� was a rock! Hyo Rin
had not realized that she was out of snowballs supply.

Yun Ho was groaning in pain.

Hyo Rin�s parents took Yun Ho to the hospital and he got 3
stitches on his wound. Hyo Rin was so upset she had hurt her favourite person
on earth and locked herself in her room for the rest of the day, dozing off in
the end.

When she woke up the next day, Yun Ho was gone. A young
girl of her age was traumatized, thinking it was her fault that Yun Ho left.
She cried for a few days and in the end, chose to forget him completely and not
wanting to meet him again.

Hyo Rin woke with a start when the door was opened roughly
and barged in her parents and a girl of her age.

�Oppa! Oppa!� the girl called. Hyo Rin rubbed her eyes and
looked at her closely, she looked awfully familiar.

�Ji�Hye�?� she called the girl softly.

Yun Ho�s sister looked at Hyo Rin in surprise.

�Yes! Unnie! It�s me! Ji Hye! Thank god you remember me!�

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

�WHAT!�

Yun Ho was back to Korea after a decade staying
overseas. He was back�to fulfill his promise to make Hyo Rin his wife. He was
high in hope to meet Hyo Rin as the first place he went after getting down from
the plane was her house. The news he got from the mouth of Mrs Choi almost sent
him falling into bottomless pit. Hyo Rin, it seemed, had erased him from her
memory.

�How�how could this happened�we�we had a promise�� he
mumbled sadly. Mrs. Choi gave him a hug.

�She was at a young age, perhaps she was in trauma as you
left before you healed. She thought she had caused you to hate her. She cried
for days�but after that�she never did mention you again�� Mrs. Choi explained
pitifully to Yun Ho.

Yun Ho took a grip and asked for her address, at Seoul where she was
working and staying now. He found her house, and saw her popping in and out
from there. But�he was afraid to confront her�

God finally gave him chance the year before.

�Good bye, Hyo Rin,� said a guy Yun Ho heard Hyo Rin calling
as Yoo Chun, who left hand in hand with a guy not mistakenly called Jun Su. Yun
Ho was sitting at a table which was parallel to Hyo Rin�s and had heard the
whole break up scene. He stayed and witnessed Hyo Rin drinking heavily, got
drunk and finally made her way depressingly out of the Pub.

He tailed her in a distance, fearing she may get into
trouble. Hyo Rin stopped by a pillar and shouted like a mad lady.

�Park Yoo Chun you PABO!!! PABO PABO PABOOOOOOO!!!� and
threw up soon after, and dropped down sitting on the cold street, appearing to
pass out.

�Stupid girl! She�s gonna get sick!� whispered Yun Ho to
himself and went to her, taking out his handkerchief and wiped her dirty mouth.
Looking at her helpless face and few strands of tears rolling slowly down her
cheeks, he sighed, then picked her up and piggy-back her the way back to her
house.

�Oppa�� he could hear her mumbled. He smiled and was
feeling blissful that Hyo Rin called out for him�even if she couldn�t remember
him�a hope appeared in the corner of his heart.

Yun Ho stirred and slowly opened his eyes at 11.30pm. His
head a little heavy and eye-sight was blurry.

What a dream�

When he saw Hyo Rin, he quickly tried to explain to Hyo
Rin what had happened that morning.

�Sh�I know�it was just Ji Hye�� she said, placing her
finger on his lips. �I�m so sorry�for hurting you��

Yun Ho smiled.

�Again��

Yun Ho�s expressions turned to surprised.

"Again?" he asked. Hyo Rin nodded.

�You have remembered?� he asked. She nodded again slowly.
Then tears started trickling down her cheeks once more.

�Oppa�why did you leave me without telling me last time?�
she sobbed. Yun-Ho sat up and rubbed off her tears. He moved closer to her and
gently planted his lips on hers. Hyo Rin returned his kiss between sobs. Then
Yun Ho broke off and whispered into her ears.

�But I promised to be back to make you my bride�� and
planted a kiss on her forehead.

Hyo Rin had a sudden rush of memories in her brain. That
very night before Yun Ho left. That very night he made his vow to be back
again. That very lips that said those words and kissed her on the forehead on
the same night.

Yun Ho reached for his jacket that was beside his bed. He
took out a small box in the pocket. That was the reason he met up with Ji Hye
that morning. He opened the box, laid there was a simple but beautiful diamond
ring.

�Would you marry me?�

Hyo Rin eyes widened with shock and joy at the same time.
She was speechless and just nodded. Yun Ho smiled widely and hugged her
exclaiming, �YES!�

Yun Ho planted another kiss on Hyo Rin�s lips, this time
longer than ever, as if there was no tomorrow.

He had done it; he had made Valentine the most memorable
day for the years to come for his beloved that had kept him away for the past
11 years.

�Happy Valentines Day, my love��

He was back to prove his endless love for her, 11 years
later�

�

DBSK/Tohoshinki Lovers One Shot Contest Entries

2009-02-07T10:08:04Z

Our forum �DBSK/Tohoshinki Lovers� is having a One Shot/GPX
Contest, and we would like to ask your help in selecting the winners. We are
currently conducting a poll survey to determine the winners for the One Shot
Writing Contest and GPX Contest. We would greatly appreciate it if you could
spare some of your time and take a look at our entries. Please don�t forget to comment
and vote for the entries that you think are deserving to win. Thank you for
helping . . . .

Here are the following entries for DTL�s first ever One Shot
Writing Contest�.

1. Cupid's Lost Love

2. 11 Years Of Forgotten Valentines

3. I'm Sorry, Forgive Me

4. My Dream With You

5. My Valentine's Day

6. S.O.S

7. The Bitter Sweet Reunion, A Sweet Romance

��

Kim Jaejoong

2009-02-02T02:31:45Z

HERO JAEJOONG

Stage name: Youngwoong Jaejoong / Jejung

Birth name: Han Jaejoon

Adopted name: Kim Jaejoong (now his real name)

Date of birth: January 26, 1986 (1986-01-26) (age�23)

Place of birth: Gongju

Kim Jaejoong left his hometown in Chungnam to audition for SM
Entertainment. Having left the shelter of home, he experienced poverty
and strife before becoming a celebrity. Kim debuted as Youngwoong
Jaejoong. Youngwoong is the Korean word for "hero." His manager picked
the name for him because he wanted him to be the hero of the music
industry. Kim took first place in an audition of 5000 people, both in
best looking and best vocals.

Sang "Greeting" which was featured on the A Millionaire's First Love soundtrack.

Collaborated with The Grace for "Just for One Day", which was featured in The Grace's first Japanese full-length studio album, Graceful 4.

Acting as the leading role in the teledrama "Heaven's Postman".

Appeared in Taegoon's debut music video "Call Me"

Welcome To DBSK/Tohoshinki Lovers Blog

2009-02-01T06:52:56Z

I hope all of you will like this blog site. You are all welcome to share any blog entries here. Thanks for dropping by.